Part 40

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I love you

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Me 2

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Really?

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Yea

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How much?

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Too much

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Fedaitich

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Akrihik

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Why baby?

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You think I'm a whore

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Tabeeny athbitlich ena I don’t?

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Ee

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Call me tomorrow

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Fine.

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gnite

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gnite

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Tara You'll be impressed

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Well c about that.

Mama calling:

Mama: hala 7abeebty

Me: hi mama

We had our mini conv, about how things were

Mama: 7abeebty hathy 5altich um Khalid tabee tkalmich!!

SHIIIIIIIT NO NO NO!

Me: hala 5altie

5altie: hala 7abeebty la7tha…

Me: inshalla

5altie: *talking to mama* ana shwai w aye

Mama: *in the background* ok i5thai ra7tich

5altie: shlonich yumma?

Me: tamam 5altie intai shlonich? Inshalla b5air?

5altie: ee 7abeebty, shoufai Lama, 7abeebty ana mithel ma fahamny Khalid inta weya tegarabtaw hal shahrain min ba3ath bas not dating… and he wants to propose to you… akalim ahalich? Ya3ni rathya

Me: *fashlaaaaaaaa* hehe ely tshoufeena 5altie!

5altie: ya7lailich w entail mista7ya!

Me: hehe *shy*

5altie: yala 7abeebty 5alni afati7 omich bel mawthoo3, ma3al salama

Me: bye

I closed the fone thinking I was in heaven! I was so happy, I was going to be his wife, khalid's wife…

I slept and woke up at 3 am

Dialing Khalid

Phone Off

Dialing Khalid

Phone Off

I fell asleep again

12 pm

Dialing Khalid

Phone Off

1:30pm

Dialing Khalid

Phone Off

5:30pm

Dialing Khalid

Phone Off

Libast and I was on the way w the whole time I call his phone would be off. I got to his house and his car wasn’t there, I waited for an hour, still calling! Then I called his mom…

5altie: aloo

Me: hala 5altie

5altie: hala feech 7abeebty

Me: 5altie, did Khalid talk to you recently?

5altie: ee 7abeebty

Me: umm do you know where he is?

5altie:ee he is in turkey

Me: what?

5altie:ma galich 7abeebty?

Me: no

5altie:walla ana! He called me an hour ago w 9edamny

My eyes started to tear

Me: mashkoora 5altie

5altie: 7abeebty la tiz3ileen, he was probably busy

Me: its ok,,, bye

5altie: bye

I was on the way home and I called a few more times. I was crying so much! He forgot to tell me? Or he didn’t want to! This isn’t the Khalid I love!! What happened to him?

I went back home and cried myself to sleep… I hate him, I hate him, I HATE HIM!

Khalid calling

I woke up the next day at 11am from Khalid's phone call

Khalid: alo

Me: na3am?

Khalid: na3am??

Me: ee shtabe?

Khalid: 7abeebty its me Khalid

Me: adre shtabe?

Khalid: laish your talking to me in this way?

Me: OH IM SORRY! ITS OK FOR YOU TO FORGET ABOUT YESTERDAY AND FORGET TO TELL ME YOU ARE IN TURKEY, BUT I CANT BE RUDE TO YOU?

I started to weep again!

Khalid: 7abeebty it was a spur of the moment thing, rab3ee dagaw 3alai w 7ijazna faj2a w re7na! w I didn’t want to call you incase you were sleeping.

Me: ok

Khalid: ok?

Me: ya

BEEP BEEP BEEP

I closed the phone in his face.

Part 39

We got to the chalet with her still unconscious, Khalid carried her up to his brother's room and I helped him, then we both went downstairs, I went around cleaning everything and organizing everything, I didn’t want her to wake up knowing we were here and that she ruined anything, 7aram!

As I picked the pedals off the floor Khalid hugged me from the back

Khalid: leave everything, let's go sleep *he moaned*

Me: Khalid I can't I'm thinking about her, 7aram…

Khalid: 7abeebte entail, let's go sleep

He carried me up the stairs to the big bedroom, I went into the bathroom and he locked the door, I came out after a few minutes and saw him sitting on the bed looking at the bathroom door waiting for me to get out, when he saw me his face brightened

Khalid: ta3alai hnee

Me: hmm?

Khalid: promise me something

Me: hmm?

Khalid: you'll never let a guy hurt you!

Me: I'm with you, how could that happen?

He hugged me and we got under the blankets, I slept on my left and so did he so my whole back side and his front side were touching, we slept like babies..

THE NEXT MORNING

I woke up to find Khalid's little friend awake way before he was, I slowly got out of bed and into the bathroom, took off my clothes and jumped into the shower… I didn’t close the door, I thought he was fast asleep.

While I was washing my hair and dramatically singing, I turned to find him standing there with the curtains open and he was smiling!!

Me: AHHHHHHHHHH 5ara3tny! *I covered myself* BARAAAAA!

Khalid: ya3ni mista7ya?

Then he took off his clothes, he was BUTT naked, YUMMY!!! I'm getting my treat at last! He got into the shower and I gave him my back *FASHLA* he came from behind me and held my arms slowly till our whole body was touching, and his little friend was WIDE AWAKE *FASHLA*, he turned me around slowly, and the water was hitting our bodies…

He held my chin and opened my mouth, he started biting my lower lips and sucking on it! I started to get dizzy, I pulled away and raised my head and he started kissing my neck and went down to my breasts, he started to suck them and play around with them and all I seemed to do was MOAN! I moaned lightly but when he started to suck real hard on my nipples or bite lightly on them I would give out a louder moan, but it was all pleasuring do not get me wrong!! It wasn’t my choice, it just came out…

Khalid: you like that?

I gave him a good moan indicating how pleasuring it was… he went down to my stomach kissed it all over, then down there *AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FASHLA!*

Khalid: r u open?

WHAT?!

I DON’T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED PEOPLE! I DON’T KNOW WHAT GOT INTO HIS MIND? I DON’T KNOW WHAT GOT INTO MY MIND? I DON’T KNOW HOW HE SAID THAT OR COULD SAY THAT! I IMMEDIATELY SLAPPED HIM!

I got out of the shower in RAGE! I took a towel covered myself and left the bathroom. I got into the room, wore my clothes, and he was walking behind me with a towel wrapped on his waist.

Khalid: Baby I didn’t mean that! I don’t know how it came out! Honestly!

He held my wrist as I was changing and I managed to let me go the he did it again

Me: WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA5ER 3ANI!

Khalid: I wouldn’t be with you if I believed that!

Me: well you were obviously thinking it!

Khalid: la 7abeebty I was just thinking about Hala and all.

Me: so you were with me thinking of Hala?

Khalid: No, it's not like that!

Me: tabeeha rou7laha! She's in the other room.

I unlocked looked into Hala's room and she wasn’t there. I found his car key on the stool, and grabbed it, got into his car and left, I ran out the chalet with tears running down my eyes… he thought I was a bitch! FUCK HIM!

Compose message:

Khalid I took your car, bage6ha your house w my driver will pick me up from there, inta daber nafsik

Dialling Driver:

Come to Khalid's house, mama friend

Khalid 1 missed call

FUCK HIM! I was so wrong to let him do all that shit to me! He thinks I'm a whore!

Khalid 2 missed calls

When I got to his place I rode with my driver and went home, by then it was…

Khalid 14 missed calls

1 message

Baby if I ever thought you were like that I wouldn’t have proposed!! I love you sweety and the car 7alalich! Do whatever you want feeha just tell me your ok when u get there!!

Compose message:

I'm ok.

Part 38

He slowly took off my tank top and un hooked my bra, and started to kiss my chest slowly, he went to the right one and…. As he was playing around with the other one, then went back up to my neck and sucked on it again…

Personally!! I was HORNEY *SHHHHHY*

Later we were in a position where he was over me doing everything and I had my legs wrapped around his waist, he was wearing his boxers by now and I was wearing a thong. It was the silly looking DKNY thong, ya3ni kilish I didn’t expect this to happen!!

While he kissed my neck he slowly brought his hand down to my private area, bara the thong… I started to moan since it was so pleasuring!

Khalid: bashoof *innocent sexy look*

Me: la mako

Khalid: hmmm baby!! 3ayal I touch w ashouf?

Me: mm fine *sexy tone!!!*

Khalid unfolded my legs off him opened them wide sat at the bottom of my legs, and as he was taking off the thong, my phone rang!!

WHAT?! MY PHONE RANG! In the middle of this!!

Khalid: ignore it!

Me: la get it!!

WELA FAJ2A MY PHONE STOPS AND RINGS AGAIN! I got so mad I closed my legs got up, pulled up my thong properly got both our phones, gave him his, I wore my tanktop…

3 missed calls from HALA

I must have not heard the first one

I cuddled into Khalid's arms while he sat on the couch; he had his hand around my shoulders and was lightly playing around with my chest.

Dialing Hala

Hala: aloo *crying heavily*

Me: shfeeeeeeeeeeeech?! *I screamed*

Hala: he is bara baite!! Shasawe? Shasawe?

Me: nizleela! La yefthe7ich!

Hala: MAAAABY!!

I threw the phone to Khalid for him to help her while I wore my clothes. I knew we had to end this night ib something dramatic I knew we had to na7dir 7agha, I didn’t mind, bas 5alid ta3ab 3ala all this! And I wanted him to go down, waaaaay down *shy face*…

Me: haaach 5alid!

Khalid: alo

Hala: he is ta7at my house and he is threatening to yeftha7ny itha ma anzilah shasawe?

Khalid: shoufai, put your phone on silent and wear a jacket with a pocket from the inside, we will stay 3al 5aa6 to know where you too are! And what's happening! Kil shwai lam7ai were you are, and we will come and solve this! And tell him you forgot your phone at home.

I saw the fire in his eyes!!

Khalid: yala… baba libastai?

I turned to him in SHOCK! Was he asking her that! What the fuck!?

Me: NA3AM?!

Khalid: agoolich goomai libsai baba 3ashaan na7dir!

FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWW!! I THOUGHT he was talking to her like that, OOOPS, I think I shouldn’t think for a while, hahaha!

Darb back from el chalet was tense we had her on speaker, and we were waiting for any talmee7a, but all we heard was *SMACKS* from him, and her crying, not even saying a word! He was just screaming!

There was music playing in the background, "ELY NESAAAK ENSAAAAH W ELY HAWAAAAK IHWAAAAAAH, W ELY GEDAR FARGAAAAK......"






















15 Minutes passed

Hala: wain menroo7?

Jassim: el chalet!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH LAZIM NRID THE WHOLE WAY!

Hala: ay man6i8a?

Jassim: laish tis2ileen ba3ad?

Hala: laa2ane you3ana w aby akil!!

Jassim: shtabeen you eat?

Hala: madri shenu feeh?

Jassim: we are going to bnadir, la t7ancheen just think and when we get there tell me what you want to eat!

Khalid looked at me, motioned that we were going back,,,

Khalid: t3arfeen el mokan? *He whispered in my ear, I nodded, and then he got mad as well, bas he looked at me and turned!*

I leaned on to him and sucked his right ear then whispered *i know beroood but you guys i was still turned on*SHY**

Me: no nothing happened

Khalid: mashy, ana bathba7a either way

Me: no sweety! 7abeeby he is crazy!

*MY PHONE: JASSIM: YALA NIZLAI!
HALA: BAS AKAMIL AKLI

JASSIM: OK YALA!*

Khalid: mute your fone!

Khalid took out his phone, dialed a number

Khalid: aloo hala 9ager

9ager: haa khalood shfeeek?! Its 3! Is anything wrong?

Khalid: wainik?

9ager: bel chalet

Khalid: weya minu?

*MY PHONE: HALA: JASSEM WA5ER PLEAAAAAAAASE!! *SCREAMING**

9ager: kil shabaaaaab shfeeeek?

Khalid: 7amad mawjood?

9ager: eeeeeee 5air shfeeeek? Ya5ii shfeek gooooooool?

Khalid: fe wa7ed ma5eth wa7da ye8te9ebha, dam 7amad majood ta3aaalaw weya bnadir chalet …?

He looked at me clueless; I whispered the numbers to him

Khalid: ta3alaw chalet XXX

9ager: yala kanah yayeeeeen! YALA SHABAAAAAAAB GOOMAW FAZ3A, WAIN 7AMA…

Khalid Closed the phone

Me: shsawait?! Fetha7tha! W shako 9ager w madri shesma hatha 7amad bil mawthoo3!

Khalid: you'll c!

Me: KHALID! What are you doing? Her future!!!! Her family *my eyes lets down the tears I have kept inside for the whole night*

Khalid: don’t you trust me?

Me: mbala

Khalid: then 5aliha 3alai, I want you to jump back cause its m'3ayam and you wont show, I don’t want the guys to see you!

Me: ok

I did as I was told, I jumped back and saw everything but I didn’t show…

We waited for nearly 7 minutes, I was so scared! They all teyami3aw 3ind il bara7a ily yam el chalet, and saw his car already parked which meant they were inside, POOR HALA!

Khalid: lama anzil, giflai el bab and don’t open it for anyone BUT me! 7eta etha wa7ed min rab3i aw ahali in5ashai and don’t open the door *he said it while he was looking straight not back in case anyone saw him it looked like he was talking to himself!*

Me: inshalla, ok 7abeeby take care

Khalid: yala ana meshait.

BTW MY PHONE WAS STILL OPEN ON HALA!!

Khalid got out of the car

MY PHONE…

Hala: Jassim wa5er! Your drunk!

Jassem: 5air ya3ni, what the fuck does that have to do with anything?!

Hala: I'm pregnant don’t you get it?!

Jassem: yala bas!

Hala: Jassem, 3al a8al let me come to you willingly once! It doesn’t always have to be by force!!

*I knew she was stalling!*

Jassem: mashy, so how do you want to do this?

Hala: give me my time, and I'll come to you!

Jassem: abeeeech! Al7eeeeeen! Come here!!

Hala: ohhhhhhhhhhhh Jassem! Move!

*I heard a SLAP!*

Jassim; eee chethy a7san!

Then I heard nothing except for his loud moans!!

Around 40 seconds later,

I heard the door open hard,

Man: KHALIK MUKANIK A7SANLEK W LA TET7ARAK!

Jassem: inta minu? Intaw shtaboon? *dizzy drunk voice*

Man: ana el 3a8eed 7amad al ***, min el maba7ith, goum ma3ai bi7teramik bedoun fethaye7, shabaab miskouh

OHHH 7AMAD IS MABAAAAAA7ITH!! AWW 7EBEEBY KHALOODI!

Khalid: hala, hala, goomai!

Hala: hmm

Khalid: goomai

Hala: Khalid, 6el3aw please

Khalid: laa goomai I help you!

Hala: 3a6ni shai a8a6ee nafse feeeh!!

Khalid: kaaah blanket…

*I saw two guys pulling Jassim into a back seat of a car and drive away*

Hala: TURN, KILUKUM!

Khalid: k

Hala: yala *she gave out moans signaling how hurt she was*

Hala: I can't get up!

9ager: shfeech?

Hala: madrii

Thump!

9ager: khalood! Hathy 6a7at '3ashiana! Shasawi?

Khalid: sheelha laih sayarti ana arou7 aba6il el baaab!

9ager: ya5ii sheelha ma3ai

Khalid: la la ana ma agdar! I'll just go open the door

9ager: IBRAHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEM TA3AAAAL SA3IDNY ASHEEEEEELHA!!!

I heard another guy enter the room,

Ibrahim: allah yaster 3alaiha!

9ager: ee wallah ksarat 5a6ri!

*Khalid came running out of the chalet and knocked on the window*

I opened the door for him, kah beyeeboonha, I closed the phone, and sat on the chair so they would put her on my lap

9ager and Ibrahim came out carrying her and placed her in the back seat her head on my thighs. They couldn’t see who I was since it was still dark, and nothing showed except for a girl sitting in the back… they left in their car

9ager: wain bta5ethha?

Khalid: bait 5altie

9ager: mashy, il salaam

Khalid: il salaam , 9ager, la eyeeeboon 6are bnaya!

9ager: i7na ndaber el amir

Khalid: mashy, ma3a il salama, w ma ga9artaw

Ibrahim: ma3a il salama

Khalid got into the car

Khalid: el chalet?

Me: ee bser3a

It was around 4: 30am, and we were all tiered, and she was still unconscious…

**HAIR**

Hey you guys, my sister Leena, has a wedding coming up w yaninatny she doesn't know what to do with her hair! She has long brunette hair, and her dress is covering the neck but open from the back, any suggestions?

Part 37

The place looked AMAZING! It was dark and the light was coming from the candles put in the white rose's bouquets. They looked gorgeous! The smell was his Dolce *light* perfume, it was so orgasmic. I was so surprised! I didn’t expect this! There were red flower pedals on the floor leading to the balcony and candles next to the pedals making a pathway to walk in…

Me: yea, but I mean why?! What's the reason?

Khalid: because…

I stood up, faced him looking deep into his eyes, hugged him tightly and whispered in his ear…

Me: I told you I was going to make it up to you, and know I actually think you deserve it.

Khalid: 9ij walla?

Me: yea 7abebe

Khalid: Lama

Me: 3younha?

Khalid: why are we whispering?

We both laughed, then he carried me along the path way into the balcony, where there was a table with candles around it, and the sticks with fire on them, two chairs and on one of the chairs there was a big box. It was colored in black with silver ribbons.

He put me down, and motioned me to go open it..

Me: hatha 7agy?

Khalid: la 7ag oboi *smiled*

Me: oh 5ala9 3ayal lets sit inside *I pushed his chest back but he wouldn’t move!!*

Khalid: 7agich!! *grin*

Me: chathaaaaaaaaaaaaab!!

I jumped on him and gave him a smoooooooch!! Then ran over to the box, as I was about to open it, I turned to see him looking at me from the door, so I went back to him…

Me: *itdala3ing* you aren’t going to open it weyay?

Khalid: mbala sweety!!

Me: then come yala

I held his hand and pulled him to the chair with the box. I started to open it and when he noticed how difficult it was he pitched in…







It was open


There were a lot of things inside…

Me: ulllllllah wayed!

Khalid: tabeen asaweelich presentation wela you wanna know for yourself?!

Me: aby presentation

Khalid: haha ok!! Come and sit here *he got me the other chair* and listen closely

He took out the first thing from the box and it was a camera…

Khalid: shoufai ya 7elwa, we met because of this... a camera… not a lot of people meet this way or "re-unit" in this way, but we did…

He placed it on the table and pulled out two pictures of "Mr. Potato head" (Toy story) one with a smile on his face and one with a frown on his face…

Khalid: I was this Mr. Potato head (he showed me the sad picture) but you made me become this one (he showed me the smiling picture)

I felt like I knew where this was going, my eyes filled with tears and I didn’t want to cry, I at least wanted to hear it first…

He took out a small Barbie house…

Khalid: this is where I wanna live with you!

He pulled out an old man and woman doll

Khalid: this means I wanna grow old with you

Then he pulled out a clown…

Khalid: you make me laugh all the time, cheny yahel!!

He pulled out a rope, at that moment I laughed, cause shako rope!

Khalid: *he made a knot out of it* this is for our bonds and us always bonding, this gesture means that I want you baby I wanna be in a knot with you forever in our good and bad times, and stand together always, don’t let me go, I want you to be my girlfriend forever,,, *he put his head down and blushed* And last but not least *he pulled out a book* this collage book is the story of our life, our past and history, *he flipped a few pages, then got to empty pages at the back, there were a lot of empty pages* and these empty pages are going to be the pages you complete while we grown old together…

Well I might be stupid but I don’t know where the "proposal" was! Ya3ni no ring, he didn’t speak to our parents, I don’t think he meant it! He just wanted us to be together, but he never mentioned married. He wants to be my "boyfriend forever?" HE IS SO SWEET BAS SHENU MAYNOOOOOOOOOOON!????

I was ok with what he said , I went inside and gestured him to come along…

Khalid: bas ako food!!! *he said wining*

Me: 9ij ako? *dala3*

Khalid: ee!!!!

Me: akeed? *dala3 chena sad*

Khalid: LAAAA MAKO *hahaha*

I wanted him to kiss me all over my body I needed his touch his smell his lips I needed him, I didn’t want to think about what he said or itha it makes me feel bad or happy, I wanted to be happy embrace what he had just done, I wanted to be his! And forever! I didn’t care how it was!

I sat on the couch and pulled him there, threw him on the couch, he carried me and put me on top of him, it was hot in his chalet except for the wind coming in from the balcony… it was sensational…!

I pulled him so now I was on my back and he was on top of me, he kissed me around my lips, but not on them! This made me want him more! I was wearing short shorts and a tank top, and he was wearing a shirt and shorts… he stopped faj2a! SHTABEEEEEEEE! GIVE ME MORE GIVE ME MORE

Me: give me more!

Khalid: I will

Me: then why did you stop

Khalid: I want to ask you something!

Me: hmm?

Khalid: you didn’t like the speech?

Me: 7abeeby I did, bas…

Khalid: bas?

Me: you want me as your girlfriend forever?

Khalid: yea

Me: oh.

Khalid: 7ubi I told my mom about you, and she wants to talk to you soon, and no she isn’t going to tell your mom, and what I meant was even if we get married, I want to always have you as a girlfriend, ya3nii I don’t want us to be the boring married couple ever!

Me: oh, ee!!

Khalid: hahaha, ee?

Me: I want that to!

Khalid: ya3nii u do?!

Me: do what?!

Khalid: accept me as a husband?!

Me: ee *I was flushed*

Khalid: then come here wifey!

Me: bas Khaloodi, ya3nii shlone? was that your propo…

I couldn’t continue, he was kissing my neck again and all I seemed to say was…

Me: and… umm... loodi…umm…umm…ya3nii

I couldn’t say a sentence, 9A6AAAAAAAAAAAAAALT!

I started to slowly moan as he kissed my neck down to my chest, he held the tank top 9oob my breast…

Khalid: anazil?

Me: kaifik

Khalid: ashoof? 3adi?

Me: kaifek *SHY!*

Khalid: akeed?

Me: I'm 7alalek!

He slowly took off my tank top and un hooked my bra, and started to kiss my chest slowly, he went to the right one and….

Part 36

Hala dialing Jassim

Hala: aloo

*Speaker*

Jassim: 5air?

Awal ma sima3t 9oota i was going to have a heart attack, my heart was beating so fast! not because i loved him, cause i didnt! it was because i missed him, his good side atleast!
Hala: wainik?

Jassim: intai shtabeen?

Hala: bagoulik shai

Jassim: hmm

Hala: I went to the 6abeeb and he said everything is fine

Jassim: mashy

Hala: umm, inzain

Jassim: elyoum u were suppose to be here at 6 wainich?

Hala: I'm a bit busy

Jassim: takleeeeeeeeeen tibin *angry*

Hala: I'm sorry *tears escaped her eyes* I was at the doctor's office.

Jassim: hah yea right bitch, where are you now?

Hala: in my car

Jassim : wain betrou7een?

Hala: home

Jassim: ta3alai?! Ay home ay ma95ara come over now!

Khalid and I looked at each other! What was wrong with him?!

Jassim: walla afthi7ich

Hala: Jassim ana ta3abt *crying*

Jassim: you're really stupid, do you know that? *calm voice*

Hala: Jassim don’t say that!!

Jassim: you know what's funny?

Hala:….

Jassim: is that "lama" is living her life now and you little bitch is stuck with me

Hala: I'm not! *crying more*

Jassim: what are you not? Stuck with me? Ur pregnant honey, u r stuck with me! And if you meant bitch, umm yes you r, your pregnant, and whose the daddy huh?

Hala: Jassim 7aram 3alaaaaaaaaaaaik!!

Jassim: you got yourself into this yal 8abiya!

Hala: no I didn’t! How did I do that?!

Jassem: you thought you could "save your lama" bas il thaaher she didn’t know how to save you!

Hala: Jassim

Jassim: thilfai

"BEEP BEEP BEEP"

He shut the phone in her face just like that! What I heard that I was about to get up and hug her! That girl, my friend, sister, soul mate! The person that cared most about me, instead Khalid held me closer and whispered into my ear.

Khalid: *whispering* don’t let her hurt you again, think before you act

I looked at him with tears flowing down my eyes, when he saw me in that situation, he let go, nodding giving me a yes to go hug her.

I stood up walked to her, she stood up and I just hugged her, I loved her, she was my sister, how could she go through all that for me? Haloo!! I love her wallah, but she is in so much shit meny!! I hugged her tight and cried , and so did she…

MEANWHILE

KHALID's Side

Hal bnaya mu mray7atny, there is something going on! But I won't let anything happen to my baby. Ohh look at her, she is crying her eyes out, shasawee ya raby?

He went over to her took them apart and hugged Lama. He wanted her not to go back to Hala with all the emotions she had before. And after 15min. of crying he wanted her to stop. He hugged her so close to his body gave her pecks on her head, and took her back to sit on the couch. Hala has already sat down by then.

LAMA's Side

Khalid: *whispers in my ear* a7ebech

Me: amoot feek

Hala: ana baroo7 il 7amam

She got up and left, I started to feel dizzy …

Me: Khalid…

Khalid: hala oboi?

Me: day5a

I still looked bad, with my eyes all red and puffy

Khaled: sweety I have the whole night planned out

Me: Khaloodi look at me! I look horrible! And I'm tiered!

Khaled: ok shrayich we go to the chalet and sleep there?

Me: bas you drive! *I said it in a dala3 way seeking for approval*

Khaled: ely taamreen feeh be9eer ya 3umry intai!

Hala came back from the bathroom, Khalid and I excused ourselves and left to my house. And she excused herself to go home promising not to go see him, we decided to give each other a call the next morning, I gathered my things and then we passed by Khalid's place got his things then drove to the chalet. We took his car, and he was driving while I was leaning my whole body on him, and my head was laid on his chest.

Me: you know something?

Khalid: shenu?

Me: I want you forever

Khalid: *blushed* I want you to baby

Then he looked all tense and changed the subject.

Khalid: umm, mm, tabeen music?

Me: haha no I'm fine, 7abeeby when are our parents coming back from, umm, Europe?

Khalid: In two weeks

Me: ahh ok

The rest of the road trip was silent, I didn’t want to talk and it seemed like he was tense enough so I fell asleep.

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AN HOUR LATER

I felt something pulling my lips, something that was biting them, it was so juicy, I opened my eyes to find Khalid sucking on my lower lip, I automatically sucked on his upper lip… I tilted my head to the left and opened my mouth wider and after the sucking I slowly felt his tongue touching mine, so I moved mine toward his mouth, I just copied him with everything… our tongues were touching each other and playing around in each other's mouths, he slowly moved back,,, looked into my eyes

Khalid: you want more? *grinning*

Me: so much more *I bit my lower lip*

Khalid: 3ayal let's get in…

We stood outside his chalet; he was holding all of our bags…

Khalid: la7tha

Me: umm thegeel 3alaik ashyeel el things?

Khalid: la baba

He got closer to me till our noses touched while looking into my eyes

Khalid: I love you

I lowered my head, and blushed, he pecked my head then put everything down… he opened his bag and got out a scarf, then he wrapped it around my eyes so that I could see nothing, I heard him get the key out of his pocket and opened the door. He put his right hand on my lower back tightly and walked me in. We got into the chalet he turned me right and seated me on a couch… I heard the lights click off then he took the scarf off my head. IT WAS AMAZING! WOW! THAT’S ALL I COULD SAY!

Me: all of this for me?

Khalid: yea sweety!

Me: why?!

Khalid: because I love u

Me: yea, but I mean why?! What's the reason?

Khalid: because…

Well I want this part to have its own post;**

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I'm so sorry iny 6awalt, but I'm very sick and Misk is sick and everyone here at home is sick:S kaah now I'll write one;** BTW anonymous I'm so sorry for taking a long time!! Love you all and thanks for your patience!!

Part 35

As we got into Capers we made our way up to the couches, we sat in the cornered couch, she wasn’t there yet, it was 7:40pm, and she had time… Khalid and I sat next to each other hand in hand and he was telling me these lame stories to get my mind off of what's happening. He noticed my tension, my hands became so cold! He held them and rubbed them against his to make them warmer.

Khalid: Mara ana w my cousins were playing truth or dare bil chalet.

Me: ay cousin

Khalid: 9ager! 3arafteeeh? The really tall one

Me: ee il 5ibil?

Khalid: ee ahahah anyways we were playing when…

I couldn’t listen to him or talk back, you guys I was so worried and I didn’t know why! After 3 months of what happened why couldn’t she just let go?! Why couldn’t she just stop all her shit and get out of my life like I asked her to do?! What if she'll look better and take Khalid too? But no no he wouldn’t dare think of that, but what if she'll attract him more?

Me: uff la ta5tha! *tears filled my eyes*

Khalid: w 6abait el ba7aar w… 7ubi shfeech… ta5eth minu?

Me: taa5thek.

Khalid: hal zbala? No sweety she wouldn’t… b3dain ana minu yabeeny, 7ady jaikar *haha*

Me: ana yal jaikar *hahaha*

1 message

Hala: we9alt, wainkum?

Reply: the usual

That’s how we used to talk when we were friends we understood each other. To be honest *LOW THINKING VOICE* after all she did, I miss her deep inside somewhere, shhhh don’t tell Khalid he'll kill me!! But let's be honest I don’t know what happened to her, we grew up together, U555 BITCH!

I heard footsteps up the stairs, then faj2a everything came to mind, should I say hi? Stand up and say hi? Hug her? Cheek kisses? Ignore her and act like I'm talking to Khaloodi? Smile? Stay serious?

Me: jees galbi

Khalid: shda3wa shda3wa tara kilha zbala yayah!

I went with the "I don’t care half serious half ignoring her look", 9ARA7A?! I WANTED REVENGE NOW! As soon as I saw that bitchy MU ME7LAWA face I wanted revenge!

Hala: il salam 3alikum

Khalid: wa 3alaikum il salam

Hala: you were supposed to come alone!!

Khalid: 3indich mani3? *mnafis w wa9la 7addah*

Hala: *sat down* la it's fine…ok I want to tell you something, ever since we left each other...

Me: la et6awleenha w ehe g9eera, shtabeen?

Hala: Lamoo, I'm hala!! We completed each other!! Remember everything we went through and did together?

Me: Nah I have someone who completes me now w oho yiswach *smile* and No I'm sorry I threw out all your memories except for the bitchy ones, they simply won't get erased.

Hala: never mind that, I need your help.

Me: huh, u need my help? Why me why do u expect me to stand with u! 5air?

Hala: I'm pregnant

Me: mabrook

Hala: I'm not married yet

Khalid and I opened our eyes wide and were shocked.

Hala: I know I know, I need someone now!! I don’t know what to do or who to go to.

Khalid: 5al9eena sh9ar!

Hala: remember when I used to always tell you twa5reen 3anah?! Then the night he hit you in your room? When you wanted me to leave?

I looked at Khalid, and he had his angry face on

Me: yea…

Hala: ok this is what happened: Jassim kan killah ydizly msgs yet7arash feeny, and I was already in love and he was yours. So kil marah we were together I would let you answer my phone hoping you would look through the messages to find out cause 5ift I tell you and you wouldn’t believe me so after the day he took you min Starbux kint wayed 5ayfa 3alaich! And I was so scared to do anything!

Hala: I called him to make sure you were ok and I asked to meet him anywhere!! He said he didn’t want people to see us together so they won't take a wrong impression so he wanted us to meet in his chalet, he told me that you would be in my chalet,. And I thought that would be perfect since I would talk to him, and khalaa9 we would figure everything out w ena ywa5er 3ani so you could have a good relationship… and the plan was inah awal ma I get to my chalet netfaham both of us and agoulich twa5reen 3annah.

Hala: When I got to his chalet he greeted me in and wala china we were there to end his nonsense. We sat in his 9ala and I started telling him ina he should stop this w inich t7ibeena w ina he should stop doing all his shit to you and me!

Khalid: ya5i 5al9eena get to the part!

Hala: mashy, so… when he refused ina I tell you about everything w ena ywa5er 3ani and I insisted, he came on top of me, and ripped off my dress and…

Me: aby details!

Khalid: why baby?

Me: I need to know. I want this out of my system I don’t want to spend my time trying to imagine what happened I want you to tell me Hala.

Hala: fine

Khalid gave me a kiss on my head

Khalid: intai bas aamrai w ely tabeena y9eer

Hala: yait ba6la3 min il chalet wila he pulls me into his bedroom, takes off my dress and my underwear and did the basics

Me: Hala! I want to know the details

Hala: (I bet this is so hard for her) *sigh* mashy, he started to give me kissed down my neck to my breasts then he went up again after a long five minutes, and kissed me on my lips, but I didn’t kiss back, I was trying to get out of the room but he was too strong to let me go… he took of my lower underwear and raped me.

Both Hala and my tears started rushing out!

Yet, I was the only one that had someone to comfort me.

Hala: *wiped off her tears* after he raped me he told me that if I spit out a word to anyone he would kill me w yeftha7ni. I ran into the bathroom to clean up, I felt disgusted I hated myself I wanted to kill myself! When I got out he looked worried, LAMA WAIN?

Hala: And how was I supposed to know I was with him! He ordered me to get into his car and that well go to your house, the whole ride back we said no words, we just called you, I couldn’t tell you anything I was hopeless, I needed you but you were too far away, when we got there his temper was up the roof, and you asked me to leave before you opened the door.

Me: yea

Hala: I didn’t know what to do; I went down and stood behind a car waiting for my driver to pick me up. The next day I woke up really early and called your house to check up on what happened and your nannies managed to tell me that he hit you and that he left. I came to your house rushing I had bruised all over my body, I got into your room and saw you there sleeping, I kissed your head, and I saw your face with all the bruised and your body was full of blood and bursted out crying, I wanted you to wake up and see me so I could tell you! And I didn’t want to wake you up!!

Hala: I was too scared, a while later I heard a car park bara your house, I ran into Rula's room hid and found out it was him, I heard his voice waking you up I smell his cologne, the one I despised, I sneaked out of your house slowly and left home. I couldn’t face you not after what happened and I left the love of my life and I left you. I couldn’t do anything. Then for the next two months he would call me and order me to be in his house at a certain hour as if I was his prostitute. After your car accident I couldn’t visit you hadadny and I was too scared too. Bas I did visit your sister and saw the baby we always talked about how we would spoil it!! He didn’t know about that though *she smiled* and when I knew he proposed to you I swore that I wouldn’t let you go through with it! I wouldn’t let you marry a faggot. So I needed to get him and have you as an enemy even though it was so hard and I loved you so much. But the more I gain him, you guys would get further apart and that’s what I wanted! So he would leave you alone.

Hala: So I heard the engagement was off I tried to gain him. And the two times I saw you in starbux he was begging me not to tell anyone about what I knew since at that time I didn’t care about anything and I just wanted to spill to anyone, then when we say you I told him I wanted to go say hi and he slapped me and was like how dare you and we left. The second time when I was wearing your dress it was because I wanted you in any ways I wanted to feel you next to me! And when I saw you come in I was so mad at him because he whispered into my ear about how he was going to make you go through the same shit I'm going through. And he always wanted me around for his pleasure and when he went out with people he wanted us to be a couple bil 8a9eb.

Khalid: shlone you got pregnant?

Hala: less than a month ago I was in his chalet ta7at awamra, we had sex and for the first time he came in me. Then my period didn’t come on time, at all for the next month. I told him, and he gave me an option of traveling chena bakamil masters or something for a year and give the baby up, and that he would kill me if anyone knew and he was out of it. He said that he would just give me money but nothing more. He wanted me to get rid of it. And now I don’t know what to do.

Me: and you expect me to believe all of this?

Hala: I know it's hard to believe bas I swear its proof

Khalid: wain il ethbaat?

Hala: ill call him and listen ok?

Khalid: ok.

Was I supposed to automatically believe her? This all happened and she was the one who needed help, not me? Was this one of their fucked up games or was it true? Did she really want me to be safe and that’s why she went through all of this?

Part 34

Khalid: 7:30pm mashy?

Me: inshalla baba

Khalid: yala 7abeebty salam

Me: yeslmik

I got out of the car and went to the door looked for the keys in my bag when I found them I turned to find him checking me out, as soon as he noticed he turned his face. I laughed and opened the door, got to my room.

2messages

One message:

Hala: I hope you'll make it tonight its important.

Reply: I will.

Second message:

Khalid: I can't wait till that’s mine: $

Reply: I can't wait either : $

1 message

Khalid: UR KILLING ME!

Reply: I do what I can;)

1 message

Khalid: yala go shower;P I won't peek *angel*

Reply: lool Khalooodi chub;p yala inshalla I'm going!!

1 message

Hala: c ya;*

Reply: fuk ya;)

Hala: …

Reply: stop trying. I said I'll c u there, dnt reply.

I got into the steaming shower, the water was tinkling my entire body, I washed my hair and applied conditioner, I looked down to my stomach, and I have gotten thinner, so much thinner than before!! I guess that’s what love does! Aw malah shi8el, I don’t know! I'm just using him as my excuse!! I rinsed my body and jumped out of the showed, applied cream on to my soft skin, put nail polish on.

I wanted to be perfect with my perfect man and our perfect love story and I wanted to perfectly "8ith-ha" I smiled as I thought about what would happen to her if she saw the situation today!!

“KAAAIF NA5FEE 7OB...”

I automatically answered after the second ring

Me: Hey sweety

Khalid: fidaaaaaaaaaaaaaita wallah

Me: amoooot ana

Khalid: I'm down stairs

Me: i93ad

Khalid: huh?

Me: come on up

Khalid: to ur room?

Me: yea!

Khalid: a5aaf athbi7ich *grin*

Me: I won't let u, yalla come on, bye!

Khalid: mashy

I was already done with straightening my hair; I took my clothes and rushed into the bathroom to change, when I got out of the bathroom I found Khalid sitting on my bed looking spectacular! He looked so hot that I just wanted to jump on him, rip his shirt off and kiss his entire body, I wanted to take off his pants slowly and..

Khalid: you can do everything you're thinking of *grin*

Me: everything I'm thinking of?? *acting STUPID, and BLUSHING*

Khalid: yea, I know your having one of your fantasies about me right this second

Me: if you want to get any lovey dovey shit done tonight i think you should keep that big mouth of yours shut Mr.

I said that in a very sexy way, I looked at him min 6araf 3aini then turned and walked to the mirror to apply makeup. I was wearing a black mosquito dress, I thought it would match me and Khalid, I wore silver Sergio Rossi heels, so I was a bit shorter than Khalid, OK OK A LOT SHORTER*blush*

I applied my make up while he sat on the small couch talking to me

Khalid: shagool?

Me: shetgool?

Khalid: 3anich?

Me: haw shetgool? La tgoul shai!!

Khalid: I just don’t know where to start

I took my hair to my left side to put on my channel earring on the right; he slowly came and stood behind me touched my hips, and pulled me up.

Khalid: your ajmal girl I have ever seen in my life baby you astonishing, everything about you is breath taking.

I blushed turned gave him my back and put on the other earring.

Khalid: you said after lunch!

Me: I said what?

Khalid: that you would make it up to me

Me: I know

Khalid: SOOOOO!!!

Me: don’t rush 7abeeby you'll get what you want sooner than you think

Khalid: laish not now?!

Me: cause I'm so not here!

Khalid: ahhhh yes you are!

I turned looked into him eyes

Me: 7abeeby I mean mentally… I have lots on my mind

Khalid: k I understand

I slowly learned to him and pecked him lips

Me: just wait and c *I winked at him*

Khalid: mishaina *smile*

Me: Yup!!

We got into the car and I opened the radio

Khalid: basam3ich mix enlish

Me: ok

Khalid: 7e6ai bil ipod Mix English songs

Me: k, kah

"HEY THERE DILILAH I KNOW TIMES ARE GETTING HARD BUT JUST BELIVE ME GIRL SOMEDAY ILL PAY THE BILLS WITH THIS GUITAR WE'LL HAVE IT GOOD, ITS TOO LATE TO APOLOGIZE ITS TOO LAAAAAAAAATE, WHAT GOES AROUND GOES AROUND GOES AROUND COMES ALL THE WAY BACK AROUND YEAAAAAH, THAT’S HOW LONG IVE BEEEEEN ON YEA, I NEED YOU RIGHT NOW I DON’T KNOW IF YOU HAVE GOT A MAN TONIGHT, THAT IT REALY MAKES ME WONDER IF I EVER GAVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU GIVE ME SOMETHING TO BELIVE IN CAUSE I DON’T BELIVE IN U ANYMORE, I WONDER IF IT EVEN MAKES A DIFFERENCE TO TRY SO THIS IS GOODBYE, ITS TIME TO BE A BIG GIRL NOW AND BIG GIRLS DON’T CRY DON’T CRY DON’T CRY DON’T CRY, MY HEART IS SCRIPPELED BY THE VEIN THAT I KEEP ON CLOSING YOU CUT ME OPEN AND I KEEEEP BLEEEDING IN LOVE KEEEEP BLEEEDING IN LOVE, UMBERELLA ELA ELA ELA AIH UNDER MY UMBERELLAH EVERYTHING YOU OWN IN A BOX TO THE LEFT…."

Khalid ga9ar the songs

Khalid: chinich stanastai wayed *laughing*

Me: chub khalood!!

He parked in front of starbux and we got down, he was holding my hand tight and I didn’t want him to let go! I felt safe; I needed his presence, not Khalid's! Jassim's! I wanted him to see how much I'm in love now and I care less about him! Well that was mean, but I wanted victory!

Part 33

An hour later

Me: Khalooodi wa5er I'm cooking!!

Khalid: goulai wallah ana khaloodich

Me: walla, now stop and go sit there

I was facing the counter trying to cut some veggies for the salad while the fried chicken was on the stove, he was hugging me from the back and kissing the back side of my neck, and tickling me!

Khalid: gooleeha!

Me: wallah inta khaloodi *I felt the blood shoot through my blood streams*

He turned me slowly held 5a9ri with big hands from each side and looked into my eyes.

Khalid: 5alid shlone I'm going to cook *he was starting to come closer, now looking at my lips*ya3ni wallah ma yamdi and you aren’t hel…

His luscious lips were hung onto mine, he separated mine and closed them back up using his lips slowly and gently, while his hands felt up my back slowly, I couldn’t do anything I couldn’t kiss him back, I just wanted to enjoy him, his lips went down to my lower lip and started to suck on it and slightly bite it, then I did the same, he hugged me closer to his body till all our body parts touched each other. Then he stopped, looked into my eyes…

Khalid: 7elw?

Me: wayed
Khalid: u want more? *he said it in the most sexual tone his voice was so deep*

Me: yea, after I cook *we both burst out laughing*

Khalid: thanks for ruining the moment! *nazal wayha acting all sad w 6ala3 il bur6um*

Me: ill make it up to u after we eat *shy*

Khalid: ok *he grinned*

It was our first time to be all *mushy *lovey* kissy*!! It was embarrassing yet we both enjoyed it. It was different; I guess we needed that, especially with everything going on. Half an hour later, I set the table; put the golden fried chicken on the table with the fries while he got the salad and the cokes. We enjoyed the food and each other's company.

Me: khalood ana ba93ad ur room anagelik shai to wear for tonight, I want u to look so good, 3ashan n7irha

Khalid: mashy baba, u still remember when it is?

Me: yea sweety

Khalid: k then go ill go to Mr. Baker and get us some deserts!!

Me: k bye *kissed his forehead*

I went up to his room; it was on the far left, OMG it changed so much! When we were kids it was full of toys and games now it's just plane black. I looked around his room and at the pictures, cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute I found a picture of our brothers and sisters all in a group smiling to the came, me and khalood were in the middle next to each other. Haha It is so cute readers I might even post it; p I went to his cupboard looked through his clothes and picked a white Gucci 8amee9 with beige shorts with white Todd's. I just loved that look it was so sport sheik!!I placed them on his bed and went back down, I sat for a while watching the tv to find him coming in with starbux drinks and Mr. baker sweets. We sat there for a while talked, joked around.

Khalid: 7abeebty what time is it?

Me: chena it's 5:20pm

Khalid: and when are you supposed to meet Hala?

Me: at 8pm in Capers

Khalid: then shrayech agi6ich home u take a bath look good for me while I do the same then we'll meet up go to Hala then well do something. K?

Me: sure!! Ok listen I chose the Gucci 8amee9 you know the white one with the logo print on the cuffs and your beige shorts and your white Todd's. 7elw?

Khalid: wayed, yala meshaina?

Me: yala!

We got into the car listening to the song, "3a6ni wa3ad"

Khalid and I: *screaming on the top of our lungs off beat*3A6NI WA3AD AN6IR BA3AAAAAAAD 3AWETHNY KIL ILY INFIGAAAAAAAAD 6AMENY IRSEEEEELY 5ABAAAAAAAAAAAAR SHOUGY MIN IL JAAAAAAAMRA A7AAAAAAAAAAAAAAR!! YERTHEEEK NEBGA LIL 2ABAD ANA EF BAAAAAALAAAAD W ENTA EF BAAALAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD???

Khalid lowered the music

Khalid: tadreen ina ur perfect?

Me: tawek tadree haha

Khalid: haha la wallah min 9ijy!

Me: why do u say that?

Khalid: you understand me!! Like other girls wouldn’t do that in front of a guy!

Me: I know, I'm just not them

Khalid: that’s why I love you, your natural

Me: inzaain bas m8azaaal, 3eeeeeedha haha

Khlaid: inshaaaalaa mama haha

Khalid put back that part and we sang along, we loved that song it was so heartful..

We got home…

Shetsawee?

EVERYONE FINICKY HELPED ME WRITE THIS, WELL I TOLD HER THE STORY AND SHE WROTE MOST OF IT!! TALENTED HUH??

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So you guys, I have this friend that called me earlier today informing me about an incident that she had encountered a couple of days ago. She really broke my heart so here it is..

A few days back she added this random guy on facebook. He messaged her after a while asking her who she was. Her name was Tala, his name was Rakan. Tala and Rakan talked for the rest of the day and they got to know each other. She admired the fact that he was really honest about himself and didn't have anything to hide. So the next day was a bit of the same dilemma, Tala talked to Rakan the whole day even while she was in University. They attended different universities but she enjoyed each and every moment of their chit chats. She really got to know him better and so did he.

That was when he asked to see her. After she agreed, Rakan gave her his phone number on msn. She had second thoughts at first but she was so eager to see him. Tala felt that he was different; she was certainly not the type that went out with guys or had previous relationships. She was too afraid that by doing that she'd be letting her parents down.

Tala dressed up and made sure that she looked good before she headed for Starbucks. Just her luck, Rakan was to keep it simple second to be none.. in other words flawless. He was tall, really well built, and most of all drop dead gorgeous! She had a majestic time and really enjoyed it but guilt kept stroking her back.

She messaged him as soon as she headed back home;

“Rakan, I'm really sorry but what we're doing is wrong and I can't betray my family's trust and let them down. I'm so sorry but we can still be friends.”

Reply:
“ when i started to get hung up on you? why are you doing this to me?”

She couldn't help it, and replied behind her tears

“Rakan I'm so sorry, I swear I'm even crying, you think I don't want this? Wallah I do but I feel like a bitch doing so”

He didn't reply after a few minutes she sent him another message:
“ we can still be friends”

Rakan replied instantly:
“ wallah 5nigatni el 3abra. Can lovers be friends?”

Tala replied: “ No but you never know what happens, yimkin in time we skip the whole dating stage and be together”

Beep: “ inshalla ily tabeena be9eer w wallah ur one of a kind, and ana met2aked ina time is between us w our paths are going to go across each other w betkooneen min ni9eeby one day inshala”

Tala replied: “ inshala, Rakan if you don't mind please delete my number w itha u want to be friends and need anything you have my email”

“Inshala”
You know that feeling that you want something so bad but you can't have it? That was her position right now. She couldn't just cut him off her life, I know you think that it was too soon for him to like her that much bas wayid irta7aw 7ag ba3ath. As a matter of fact, they talked to each other on msn every once in a while, and he recently told her:

Rakan: Tala ana I talked to my mom, i really needed to talk to someone for advice and I know that she's wise and more experienced I just don't want you to get away from my hands but her words really comforted me, she told me ina inshala itha intay min ni9eebi I'm gonna have you, and I'm sure that you are min ni9eebi inshala”

What was she to say to that? She was crying so much and she really broke my heart! I really wish that I can help her but she can't have him not right now, and they both want each other so badly. He can't propose due to his current status, he wants to graduate, work and have his own income then propose. So what is she to do?

Part 32

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Khalid: bas baba bas 7abeebty

Me: Khalid she called

Khalid: menu 7abeebty who called

Me: *sniff* hala

Khalid: hala? You're friend? The one that used to hang out with us along time ago?

Me: EEEee *crying more*

Khalid: 7abeebty basich bachy fahmeeny sh9ayer!!

I just put my face deeper into his chest and cried more I couldn’t talk I just needed to cry

Khalid: baba, tabeen teyeen baitna nig3ad?

Me: ee *Sniff*

Khalid: yallah

We were in his wanait so he pulled up the cushion in the middle and I put my head on his thigh and cried while he drove and played with my hair and kil shwai he would say…

Khalid: bas baba, bas 7abeebty, la tabcheen 3awartai galbii

When we got there he parked nelt down kissed the tear that was running down my cheek

Khalid: ta3alai 7abeebty, asheelich?

I nodded, I couldn’t get up my blood pressure was going down so fast!

He carried me into his house and out to the balcony, we sat on the couch and our families were off together somewhere in Europe or America so we had the house to ourselves

Me: I wanna tell you something and it’s a long story and I want you to know, so you want me to a5te9erha or just say it?

Khalid couldn’t wait, he wanted to know!

Khalid: 7abebty i5ta9rai w later you'll tell me in detail, just tell what happened ib e5te9ar

Me: I was with a guy I loved so much and he treated me bad and he left me for my friend Hala, and the 7adith I did was because I was crying from what he told me about her and then yah 5e6abni w *sniff* ana refathta and now they are together and I saw them twice together and 6ab3an I stopped talking to her a long time back but she called me wanting to see me today and I can't go alone but I have to go *I said all of that in one breath*

Khalid: ok 7abeebty

Me: abeek teyee weyaay *sniff* 3adee?

Khalid: ee baby ofcourse, but what do you mean he treated you bad? Did he touch you? Rape you? Did he,,

Me: hit me,, yea.. *Tears started to pour out of my eyes again*

Khalid: minu hal 7aywan *he said faj2a screaming*

Me: my ex

Khalid: shesma? * he stood up walked shwai b3eed screaming*

Me: …. *I stayed quiet and just cried*

Khalid: SHESMA?

Me: J.. J.. Jaaseem *I stood up and hugged him from the back* I'm sorry

Khalid: *held my hands 7ail* la tabcheen ana awareeh

Me: baby don’t please

He turned looked at me put his hands around my back and pulled me closer and looked into my eyes

Khalid: bas he hurt u… *he said softly*

Me: I know, but I don’t care I'm with you now *a tear slipped*

Maash the tear and kissed my forehead

Me: come with me elyoum please

Khalid: inshalla ya galbi

I smiled

Khalid: fidait il ebtesama wallah

I put my head down and blushed

Post 31

Everyone, this post is dedicated to Finicky, haha u know why baby;*
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Khalid: a7ebech

Me: Khalid, lazem anzil, te2a5ar el wagt

Khalid: mashy 7abeebty, but do I get to talk to you till we fall asleep?

Me: yea but,,,

Khalid: But what galbi?

Me: you told 9ala7 youll go to his dewaniya tonight, remember?

Khalid: FIDAAAAAAAAAAAIT ily Mehtama;** u don’t wanna talk to me? *puppy eyes*

Me: *shy smile* I do bs…

Khalid: mako bas, ma y9eer 5a6rich ela 6ayeb

He gave he a kiss on my fore head, I bit my lip, got out of the car and turned to look at him, to believe what was really going on!

Me: bye

Khalid: bye ya 7elwa

I got into my room, threw my bag on the floor took off my cloths and threw them my pink chair, freshened up in the bathroom then changed into my sleeping wear and into bed…

“KAAAIF NA5FEE 7OBANAA W IL SHOUG FAATHE7, W FY MALAMI7NA MIN IL LAHFA MALAAMI7 3ASHIGAAAAAAIN W NABTHANAA 6IFLIN 7ANOOON...”

Where is it, I looked under my dress and in the bathroom, I looked in my bag and there he was calling

Khalid: day5a?

Me: yea

Khalid: anawmich?

Me: emm

Khalid: you sound so sexy when you're tiered

Me: eheh *soft laugh*

* was too tired to function*

Me: Khalid

Khalid: hala 7abeebty? Hala ya galbi?

Me: nawemny

Khalid: hatha ely tabeena? Wallah ma 6alabtai shai!!

Me: *soft smile*

Khalid: r u wearing ur pj?

Me: yea

Khalid: metla7fa 3adil?

Me: yea

Khalid: shlone nayma?

Me: on my stomach

Khalid: shenu?

Baby ma asma3 you're whispering!

Me: On My Stomach

Khalid: oh ok baby merta7a?

Me: ee

Khalid: ok kan ya makaan ako wa7da kan isimha Lama kanat jameeeeeeeela, w kanat t7ib wa7ed esma Khalid kan 7elllllllllllllllw, haha, hatha ana haha…

Me: hehe

Khalid: then 7abeebty lama kanaat jameeeeeela w kanaw kila yil3iboon 6abeeb w patient, she used to be the doctor, and Khalid was the sick patient, she used to check his fever and,, aloo aloo lamooy aloo 7abeebty

Me: …….

Khalid: 7abeebty namat, gnite ya 7elwa mwwah

1:00pm

"AMINTAK 3ALAIA 3ASHAAN LA2ETNE MSADA2AK! W 3ADAK FY WA2T EL GAD GAMBAK 7ATLA2EEEEEEEEEEEEENI…"

Me: aloo

Girl: I'm sorry

Me: minu?

I couldn’t open my eyes, I was so tiered I needed my sleep!! Who the hell was that?

Girl: it's me, what don’t you have my number?

Me: I can't look at my phone? Menu? *I was moaning my way out of this phone call*

Girl: it's me, Hala

I opened my eyes wide! That bitch has the guts to call me! What does she want!

Me: 5air?

Hala: I know I lost you, but you don’t understand what happened!!

Me: I don’t want to know!

Hala: bs...

BEEP BEEP BEEP

I closed the phone in her face

1 message received

Hala: it’s a long story I'm so sorry I hurt you baby;* if you want to know what happened come to casper and gambinies tonight at 8pm, its important, ill be waiting there alone, love you!;*

What's her problem?!

Dialing Khalid

Khalid: hmm

Me: nayem Khalid?

Khalid: yea, feech shay? Why r you crying? 7abeebty shfeech?

Me: can I see you now?

Khalid: ee 7abeebty, 5alni agoum a'3asel w ayeech, just don’t cry baby.

Me: inshallah *sniff sniff*

I changed into my trainers washed up, he called me

Khalid: ana bara

Me: kany yaya *sniff*As soon as I got into his car I hugged him and cried, and cried, and cried.

I love your blog award!!;*

Well Love thanks so much honey, I love you;*

1. His love for hatred: You were the first blog I read and you are truly talented!!;* I don't understand why you stopped but your story is amazing!

2. Love: You are truly amazing, whether it's in your stories, your writing, your comments, or your conversations. You were the one that inspired me to write my own story by reading yours!

3. behind these hazel eyes: Your story really lifted me up, I love the details you put into your story and the guys you choose;$!

4. Truth: your story struck me allot, it hurt to read what happened in the end, but we are here for you and I'm so proud of you for being this strong and coming out and talking about your story!

5. My little secret: I LOVE your imagination, it's like we aren't even living here!! You have a wide imagination I love;*

6. Livingmylife: I like how you go out there and say what you want to say with no hesitation, you're a strong woman and you inspire me in this end!!

7. Goodbye my lover: I know you just started to write, but you had the ability to make me cry each time I read any of your posts, I might be over-sensitive but you have something there, and I hope you share the rest of your story with us;*

Part 30

Saying prayers? Him? He doesn’t even look religious!! I love guys that are free bas they still have their religious side there, ya3nii they pray and yet they still have fun in their lives! I never knew he was that kind of guy, well we cruised along talking the whole time laughing having fun... this went on for around 2 weeks, we worked on the project everyday and sometimes the whole day, we became good friends, we understood each other, always laughed, we had fun, we were comfortable with each other, we liked each other but never confessed anything and he flirted, and I blushed, it was the usual!! We fooled around took pictures of us and of everything around us!!

On the last day of the project, we had a couple of pictures for each subject, they were all photoshoped and laminated by Khalid and I just needed to decide on which one I wanted...i haven’t seen the pictures photoshoped and done, I trusted Khalid to do a good job and at that time we were just putting everything together,I needed to pick the picture I liked most and put it into each subject and we were organizing it all in a nice portfolio; we were sitting in caspers in front of Soug Sharq, we were the only ones there.

Me: ok let me check my list, la7tha let me find it...ok here it is...*I read each one out loud and he checked if we had a picture of it or not* 1.Transportation?

Khalid: ee, this is the picture of the 1920’s vehicle, w we had the light beaming on it, it’s in black and white, do you like it or do you prefer the one with the bike??

Me: Madri I like them both*I pouted*

Khalid: laa kilshai wala tez3ileen haha

Me: I’ll choose the 1920’s vehicle it’s more unique! 2. the most beautiful creature with 4 legs...

Khalid: ok, we have a baby crawling and we have a horse jumping a fence, the baby is a boy fa sawait the picture darajat blue and he was looking up with one hand up and pouting, or you have the horse and the picture is a negative, and the sun is behind him?

Me: The baby looks cuter, madry it’s what I think of the most beautiful creature with 4 legs.

Khalid: next?

Me: 3. Force of Nature

Khalid: we just have on picture, it was the sand storm one and you were walking with a rain coat and hat against the wind, w behind you the tree is leaning the other way you were walking and its leaves were flying off, hathy sawait the background all beigi colors, bas your colored and your rain coat is purple!!

Me: it looks so nice!!! Chena I’m not in Kuwait right??!

Khalid: yea! Ily ba3da?

Me: 4. No place like home

Khalid: ok we have two pictures, one of them ily u took of the nannies ib your house which I made darker and the other was the one bil wafra lama it was fayer and the sun came out and it looked like a desert, in this picture I had the sun really bright and beaming.

Me: you choose this one.

Khalid: the second one a7la

Me: ok umm,, 5. World?

Khalid: the drawing you drew of the world in the car, I made it negative, it’s nice tara, or the glob ely ham negative?

Me: mine a7la 6. Reflection

Khalid: I have the one with your dog reflecting from the water, or the one of you driving and I was in the back and I took a picture of you from the centre mirror with bas your eyes showing? I had them both focused on the object reflected then blurred on the outside. Choose yours a7la *he grinned*...

I sensed something wrong, really wrong, he was hesitant about something, I just didn’t know what it was!

Me: ok then mine *I smiled* 7. Education

Khalid: the only one we have was you taking a picture of my books that were in the back seat from the passenger’s seat. I left them just like they were, simple.

Me: 8. Sickness

Khalid: the kid in the hospital or the needle and drip, 7ag both of them I changed the background to red...

Me: the needle, a7es kilman is going to put someone sick right?

Khalid: yea true... *his face became red suddenly, he looked as if he was going to burst he took a sip of his water*

Me: what’s wrong?

Khalid: ‘3a9ait

Me: min shenu w didn’t eat anything

Khalid: *hesitant* umm my gum!

Me: k take care ok ... 9. Love

Khalid: I have two pictures the first one is me and you taking a picture of ourselves together while I was driving, we were both pouting... *he blushed* I call that love.

I didn’t know what to say, my heart fell and I immediately looked down and started to play with my hands. I blushed and smiled slightly. He put his hand on my chin and tilted my head up.

Khalid: you don’t want to see the other one?

Me: mbala *blushing more*

Khalid: kahee

It was a paper written, “Would you be my Lama? Would you be my girlfriend?”

I opened my eyes wide,

Me: I choose the first

Khalid: and the second *he looked as if someone had slapped him*

Me: That’s the one I want to put for 10. Happiness *I blushed*

Khalid: ya3nii ok?! *he said all jumpy*

Me: ee

Khalid: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 7abeebty intai *he took both of my hands and started to peck them*

Me: are we done?

Khalid: yea?

Me: let’s cruise around, k?

Khalid: inshalla honey, let me just pay the check

I was so shocked and happy and surprised and in love, I wanted this, I got this, I know he is going to stay perfect its Khalid, Khalood, Khaloodi..
My Khaloodi now!!

Part 29

As I approached our table his eyes were covering me all up and he had a simple smile, uff his dimples were so cute, and I’m in love with his dirty look, its so sexy! He was wearing Abercrombie and Fitch training pants and a white polo.

Khalid: hala bil zain

Me: hala feek

Khalid: ta3alai gi3dai hnee

He stood up and pulled out the chair I was going to sit in

Me: so shlonek?

Khalid: tamaam

Me: you look so sleepy

Khalid: yea I know haha

Me: ok lets order I’m starving!

Khalid: ok sure

We ordered our breakfast and orange juice and started to remember the “old times”, all our memories as children

Me: hahaha remember when we were in the chalet once and your brother was in the bathroom and we scared him by the noises we made outside..

Khalid: yea hahaha he got out of there crying!!

Me: how old were we like, 9 aw 10?

Khalid: yea I was 10 and you were 9, I think and he was 12 or something

Me: haha what about the time we stole the car?? Remember what your dad did when he found out it was you from kumar?
Khalid: yea I hated that driver, haha yea remember, I was grounded the next day and I couldn’t go swimming with you guys, bas 7aram your dad convinced him otherwise…

Me: ok Khalid,, about my..

Khalid: goulai khalood

Me: KHALID

Khalid: goolai khalood

Me: kh- a- l- I d

Khalid: az3al?

He looked at me with his dark brown eyes, its like he got into my soul

Me: about my project

Khalid: az3al.

Me: khalood *I said it blushing and so fast I don’t think he heard it* about my project, shrayek we cruise around after breakfast and take pictures?

Khalid: sure *he had the biggest smile on his face!!*
(I remember how I always had a crush on her, I cant belive we became really far, ityanin and her personality is amazing, I love her, its too fast I know, what am I saying bas I imagine her as my gf, my love, my wife, we have always been perfect together!) ana raye7 il 7amam ok?

Me: sure…

I sent mama a msg: YOU ARE AMAZING, I LOVE YOU;*

Mama msg: laish mama?

Reply: mama Khalid is amazing!

Me: excuse me, the check please
Waiter: No Maam, Your husband payed for it!

Me: no no he is not my husband were friends

Khalid: hopefully not for long

I blushed ignoring his comment! He sat down…

Me: laish defa3t?

Khalid: ana 3azmich 3aib 3alaich!

I looked down to read Mama’s msg: ok 7abeebty don’t start anything! Mama you know ana a3aref his mother, w 3aib, just keep it as that, friends, ok 7abeebty?

I smiled and replied: ok mama, I still love you;*

I looked up at him still smiling, he gave me this look as in what’s wrong with you…

Me: mama tsalim 3alaik

Khalid: Yakima *faj2a his confused face lit again and he smiled* meshaina?

Me: yalla

Khalid: my car?

Me: sure

We walked to his car, and we talked about when I needed to submit the project to see how long I had to work on it, when we got to the car, we sat in, and he started saying a couple of prayers then we drove off,,,

Part 28

“KAAAIF NA5FEE 7OBANAA W IL SHOUG FAATHE7, W FY MALAMI7NA MIN IL LAHFA MALAAMI7...”

YES, he had his own ring tone already since last night *BLUSHING*

My phone was ringing so loud, I was looking for it with my right hand, my eyes were still closed, I didn’t want to wake up! Being the heavy sleeper I am!

Me: aloo *cranky voice and eyes still closed*

Khalid: 9aba7 il 3asal, r u still sleeping

Oh shit I completely forgot about our breakfast date! I jumped up into my sitting position and opened my eyes wide to adjust them to the light.

Me: la la mu nayma!!

Khalid: ahaa so you’re the kind of girl that answers after the fifth phone call?

Me: *shiiiiit!* ok ok guilty as charged

Khalid: laa ana za3alt

Me: laish?!

Khalid: I’m so happy I’m going to seeing you today so I woke up early sent you a msg, then got dressed
then called and ur sleeping? *he sounded sad *

Me: Khalood I’m so sorry wallah mu 8a9di, I just slept late last night and…

Khalid: STOP!

Me: what?

Khalid: say it again! *his voice turned into a demanding voice*

Me: I’m sorry

Khalid: no say everything you just said again!

Me: Khalood I’m…

Khalid: bas stop!

Me: shfeeek?! *confused*

Khalid: rathaiteeny!

Me: How?!! Ma 5alaitny akamel 7eta!

Khalid: mu ana khalood?! 5ala9 rethait!

Me: huh?

Khalid: you said khalood while you were saying sorry w men hal kilma rethait!

Oh no I didn’t!!!!!!! THIS IS SO EMBARESSING! I didn’t say a word, I was frozen in my thoughts.

Khalid: fedait ely yisti7oooon!!!

Me: Khalid BAS! *blushing*

Khalid: fine!! Ok get up and change, meet you in Johnny in half an hour!

Me: k

I closed the phone and got up to the bathroom to brush my teeth.

LAA LAA I couldn’t have said khalood, uff never mind that! What should I wear? The pink shirt with jeans?! No it’ll look like I don’t care, too casual! Ok how about my torques H and M skirt with the flowy white top, no ill look desperate!

I continued to think as I used the bathroom and applied my simple make up did my hair straight.

OK I’ll wear the jeans and the white flowy shirt, it’ll look nice and decent!

I got out of the house as fast as I can, I rode the car put my big Cavali bag in the passengers seat, put my earrings and necklace on, and drove of!

While I drove I found 5 missed calls from him and a msg. The msg said: 9aba7 il 5air ya 7elwa, yala 3aad I hope you woke up, I have been looking forward to this since yesterday 7eta ma nemt 3adil!! don’t ask why! Ill call you in a while!

As soon as I read the msg,,,

“KAAAIF NA5FEE 7O..”

Me: aloo

Khalid: hey where are you?

Me: on the way

Khalid: you got your headphones on?

Me: yea…

Khalid: great, so how long do you need to get there?

Me: give me 7 minutes

Khalid: *cracked up* laish mu 6 aw 8 why 7??!

Me: I don’t know its just going to take 7 minutes *as I joined him in laughter*

Khalid: haha ok ok, do you think you can talk and drive for 7 minutes?

Me: sure

Khalid: ok, ohh my favorite song, listen!!

Me: k
He turned up the music, “Sheftaha w enseeet nafse min akoon ma agdar aw9if ma jaraly law shara7t sha3ritin ma bain 3agle wal jenoon” as it was on we were both singing along, bas after the course staw3abt ina I was the only one singing, so I stopped!! He turned down the music!

Me: laaish I want to hear! I love the song!!

Khalid: and I want to hear your voice, I love it! So if you don’t sing it wont play! *chuckling*

Me: fine!

Khalid: asha’3la?? * so jumpy*

Me: no.

Khalid: Shai6ana ma te’3ayartai mako fayda feech *we both laughed*

Me: tara we9alt u?

Khalid: yea I’m parking

I glanced at my watch

Me: Khalid, when did we start talking?

Khalid: la7tha,, umm, 10: 15am

Me: and what time is it now?

Khalid: 10:22am

Me: told ya *grinning*

Khalid: haha told you, you havent changed a bit

Me: ok ok, I’m giving the valet my car, ill meet you inside bye

Khalid: bye

He is so cute!!!! Yet, I’m not sure of what he meant by I didn’t change a bit, does he mean I’m still a kid? Aw I’m immature? I hope he doesn’t cause I’m enjoying his company! I gathered all of my things and got into starbux, we sat outside, the weather was amazing, sunny with a drift of wind, and he looked astonishing!

Part 27

I saw a guy wearing a dish dasha with short jelled back hair, and a big nose with small eyes and big lips. I felt so shocked he looked uglier not hotter at all! He looked like a 3gaidi guy from marina or something…So all I did for him obviously went to waste!!! I walked to his table…

Me: il salam 3alaikum

Khalid: Wa 3alaikum il salaam, 7ayaach *as in ba'3aitai shai??*

I pulled out a chair and sat down…

Khalid: 7ayaach?

Me: y7ayeek, so shlonek long time no see!!

Khalid: yea 7eta intai long time no see..? *confused*

1 message received:

Khalid: Ga3ed a3id 9arlich 15 minutes wainich??!

I didn’t want to turn and look at him, its embarresing so I msged back…

Me: ana ga3da weyaak 3al 6awla;p

Khalid: R u serious?! Im alone…

I turned and looked at the guy I was sitting with…

Me: 5alid shfeek?!

The guy: i5ti minu 5alid?!!

Me: weeeeeeeh asfa 7esbaly Khalid, im so sorry, uff shfeek ma tgoul shai min awal ma ga3adt!!

The guy: ana shfeeni? Madri minu ely yah w ga3ad 3al 6awla w ysoulif… ana?

I just got up with me RED face and turned to find him sitting on the table behind us and laughing his ass off… I didn’t want to go sit with him I was so embarrassed and I didn’t want to make the same mistake twice… faj2a he stood up and came up to me…

Khalid: lama?

Me: ee *Still blushing!!*

Khalid: laaish mesta7ya tara t9eer!!, but come on u thought I was him!! Give me a little credit adree kint jaikar w ana 9'3eer but not that much!!

He started to laugh as he put his hand on my back and led me to the table, I started to laugh too..He was wearing a crispy baby blue Burberry shirt and white shorts. He was taller than me in a lot and his body was so built with a 6 pack stomach the way I liked it. So for starters he is STYLISH!! Looked up at his face he has long gorgeous hair, (ely when they put the cap on the ends of the hair curve out) he had sharp features, his lips were big, his eyes were wide, his nose was small, he looked nothing like the old Khalid!!

I'm not sure why but every time our eyes met we would both smile and my heart would flutter, we ordered food and drinks, and worked on the pictures I brought along with me… we enjoyed ourselves a lot, he was the perfect guy, a guy I had in my life all along but never gave any attention to, a guy that could complete and would complete me.

We left there at around 10:30pm. He walked me to my car held the door till I got in.

Khalid: lama me7lawa, 9ayra '3air 3an gabl, ya3ni ma 3araftich!!

Me: 9ij? Ya3nii to the better or the worse

Khalid: 6ab3an the better!!

We both blushed and I looked down!!

Khalid: yala lama ana basayrich lain baitkum, bas mu it6eereen haa (and he gave me a big smile with his pearly white teeth) w 7e6ai ur headphones aby akalmich till we get there laana ma abe nmil bil way

Me: inshalla baba Khalid *blush!!*

He slowly closed the door and got into the Range parked next to me and drove me home, We stopped at a red light was behind me.

Khalid: 6al3eeny

Me: shlone?

Khalid: min the center mirror ily it6il wara

Me: ok, kaah im looking *we smiled at each other as our eyes met*

Khalid: haa tisti7eeeeen??

Me: noo *with a laugh*

Khalid: inshalla tshoufeen 6ireejech! The ishara opened

Me: haha ok ok!

He drove me home safely and we closed the phone planning on seeing each other the next day for breakfast to work on the "project"! well I didn’t care about that anymore, all I cared about was him, his personality, he is funny, fun, talkative, caring, hot everything a girl would want.

Everything I want.

Part 26

I didn’t have in mind that it would be him calling and I didn’t remember that this was Khalid's number…

Me: aloo *sleepy/ cranky voice*

Khalid: Hala wallah!! Minu ma3ai?

Me: ana, int minu?

Khalid: intai? W menu enta? Daaga?

I recognized his voice..

Me: Khalid?

Khalid: yes,, and you are?

Me: Lama al X

Khalid: hala walla lama shlonich sha5barich??

Me: I'm fine wallah *Yawn*

Khalid: laykoon ga3adtich?!

Me: la its fine, I was supposed to get up an hour ago anyways…

Khalid: Ha wain hal '3aiba??

Me: you know jam3a and stuff! I'm sorry 3al iz3aaj, I know your busy with work and everything but I needed help for my photography class project and ur mom said you could help me.

Khalid: ee 7ayaach allah!! When is it due?

Me: in two weeks, bas its long…

Khalid; 3ayal tabeen we meet up tonight?

Me: *ditching my plans:D* sure wain? *I acted so casual*

Khalid: how about in Living Colors shuwai5? In an hour?

Me: inzain sure bye

Khalid: bye

Is it possible? Could he be as hot as his voice is? Haha I doubt it he wasn’t that good looking when we were young either… I got up, wore my torques Prada dress, put my hair into a pony tail and wore beige flats. I applied blush and eyeliner; I haven’t seen him for a long time!! I wanted to look hot for him!! I didn’t know why!

As I left the house I got a msg..

Khalid: ana we9alt wainich?

Reply: 5 minutes away

Khalid: ok yallah ana bag3ad da5el

I was there in 10 minutes; I parked in between a Range and a Porsche, I gathered all of my project materials and I took the camera to show him a couple of pictures and went down… I entered the restaurant and saw him sitting there…

:(

You guys!! Misk is crying so much and i have tried everything with her! And now i dont know wat to do:(,,,,, HELP!

Part 25

After a long month of fun, I decided to take a photography class where I can take photos of random things. After 2 weeks into the class I met a lot of people and we went to coffee after class or we went cruising to take pictures with our big black professional cameras. Our first project was to take pictures of things on the list, each person had a different list and mine was:

1. Transportation
2. The most beautiful creature with 4 legs
3. Force of Nature
4. No place like home
5. World
6. Reflection
7. Education
8. Sickness
9. Love
10. Happiness

I looked at my list wondering how hard it was to do it. I can't just take a picture of the thing they asked for. It has to be different, something no one else in class would do. So my group and I decided to work separately on this project.

Calling mama…

Mama: hi Lama honey how are you?

Me: fine mama u?

Mama: tamam, is there anything wrong?

Me: no mama I just have this project…

And I started to talk about what I should do and how and blah blah blah,,,

Mama: 7abeebty Khalid wild 7anan is still in Kuwait, and 5altich 7anan says he can help you since he is really good with photography, so I'll msg you his number, call him and see if he can help you

Me: ok mama bye, I'm waiting

Mama: ok honey, kah yallah

1 new msg (3:44pm) mama

9934****

Dialing: 9934****

Khalid: aloo *low voice*

Me: aloo, umm Khalid, are you sleeping?

Khalid: ee minu?

Me: akalmik later!!

I closed the phone, AMBAAAAAAAAAAAAI fashla!! He was sleeping!! His voice was so masculine!! I remember when we were kids, we were always out together with our parents, but I guess we grew into different groups, he was so fun!! I was so tiered I thought I would sleep and wake up at 7 to meet up with the group, I went into my bed applied medicine on my stupid scars and slept.

I woke up to find my phone ringing …I looked at the time on my mobile screen it was 8:01pm…
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Part 24

When I saw Jassem and Hala in starbux she was wearing jeans and a white shirt with big earrings and she had her hair down, he was wearing a pink polo shirt against his tanned body with dark jeans. I was going in with a group of guys and girls; we were going to have breakfast before their summer course in university. I was ordering when I heard laughter and recognized her voice not his, I turned to find them sitting on a big orange couch with her legs both crossed and with him holding both of her hands looking at something. I guess it was the "ring" he gave her or something.

I casually walked by with my friends, they didn’t know about Jassem and Hala, well except for Jana, she stood next to me and started to tell me funny things so I could smile, and I did! My heart was racing so fast and my face was RED! I looked so good with my black Versace dress with the big off-white belt, I had my hair straightened down with a big channel bag and Zara flats. I didn't have a lot of makeup on, just blush and mascara.

They saw me watch by smiling, looking good, they turned silent. It seemed like it was the day they were meant to enjoy themselves, enjoy each other, but luckily for me *PROUD* that I ruined that for them!!! We then sat on the other side talking joking around, and as we were I watched them leave starbux an hour later with tears in her eyes, I guess they had a fight or something… OH WELL…

The next time I saw them in chilies I was going in with Hamad to meet up the rest of our friends, he was one of the guy friends that were with us that day in starbux, he was the only one that had nothing to do in the summer, just like me, we hung out a lot. I was wearing a white training suite with a black top and Hamad was wearing Armani trainers. When we got into chilies we waited for a table and as we stood up to go to our 5 person table I glanced over at a table with two couples sitting, Jassem and Hala with his hand over her shoulder laughing and talking, he was wearing a dishdasha and she was wearing my green dress, THE ONE SHE NEVER GAVE BACK, with 7mood and 5ouloud (our married friends we have known for so long!!) 7mood and 5ouloud got up and headed my way to say hi, we talked for awhile and I introduced them to Hamad , as we said our goodbyes I glanced back at Jassem and Hala again and he was looking at me while she was looking at him! She looked so mad it was pleasuring.

Well at that moment I didn’t feel anything, my heart didn’t race and my face wasn’t red with the blood running around, I was happy I caused them a problem yet again!!