Razeen (2)

Previously on Razeen…

Dareen: god help me!

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Dareen: show me his picture... bas I don’t want any 9admaat!

Lulu: ee ok, here it is...

Dareen: madrii, 6weel w th3eef w 5ashma kbeer w 3youna r too small hmm…

Lulu: maynoona? Iyanin!!

Dareen: hmm, ADREEEE he's perfect!!!! Show me ba3ad pics!!

Lulu: eb hathy m8ater, w eb hathy I think in sharm, w hathi I'm guessing bel gym w hathy bel sayara …

Dareen: stop! Go back!!

Lulu: ay 9oora tabeen?

Dareen: the one with the black shirt on

Lulu: hathee?

Dareen: ee

Lulu: laish?

Dareen: he's gorgeous!

Lulu: shelfarg bain hal 9oora w el bajii?

Dareen: he isn’t thin, jesma 7elw! W his eyes, feehum shai

Lulu: madri ashouf hal 9oora methel el bajii

Dareen stayed quiet looking at the picture of her "perfect man" he looks like a good guy, a guy that would fill her with love and passion, a guy that would be her man, her everything.

Dareen: shenu el pass? W shenu el email?

Lulu wrote the information down on a paper and left to go home after dinner.

As soon as Lulu left, Dareen went to her room opened the laptop and went on msn…

Uff waina?! Laish mu dash? Hehe Lulu mu 7a6a ela ohwa eb hal email? Hal bnaya maynoona!!

DING: Barak is online.

*3omra e6weel!*

Barak: halaw
Sara: hey
Barak: how are you?
Sara: fine you?
Barak: I'm not ok!
Sara: laish shfeek?
Barak: you promised me something!
Sara: shenu?
Barak: shda3wa ma tathkireen!
Sara: 9ij shenu ;s?

*what did lulu promise him?!*

Barak: yalla 3ad, 3an el dala3!
Sara: Barak shfeek! What did I promise? I forgot : (
Barak: you promised to open your cam for me
Sara: na3am? Sh8a9dik? 3aib 3alaik!
Barak: no no I just want to see shaklich!! 8a9de shareef wallah
Sara: ok ill put a pic on instead..
Barak: ok hehe:P

*min wain ayeebla pic al7een? Google!! Kah this one is good!!*
Sara changed her profile picture.
Barak: mu wath7a, aby '3airha
Sara: ma 3indi '3airha;(
Barak: yala 3aad

*ok wa7da shagra hehe this looks like the first one..*

Sara changed her profile picture.
Barak: hathi intai? Chathabaaa!!;p
Sara: lool laish?
Barak: la2ana ams 7a6aitai wa7da sha3arha aswad w elyoum wa7da shagra shlooon?
Sara: 9eba'3t sha3rii!!;p
Barak: yala 3aad ill open then you open ok?
Sara: yea
Barak: promise?
Sara: hehe yea
Barak opened web cam
Barak: haa shlone?
Sara: hehe you look nice
Barak: your turn
Sara: hehe ok only for 5 seconds!!
Barak: maashi 5 seconds

*shlone a7e6 cam! I never did this before! A5aaf he is a player:S ok kah my glasses, and kah el pillow 3ashan a8a6ee shakli w la y3arefny!!*

Sara: ok yala sawee accept;p!
Sara opened web cam
Sara: 1
Sara: 2
Barak: noooooooo
Sara: 3
Barak: Sara!
Sara: 4
Sara: 5

Web cam closed.

Sara: shfeek?
Barak: its not fair ba6lee 3adil!
Sara: la bas kafee!
Barak: please

*hehe ga3d ysawee 7arakaat bel cam shlone ma aba6el malii? *

Sara: hmm…Fine!

Razeen (1)

Lulu: Kalmeeh 7elw!!

Dareen: la no way!

Lulu: laish?

Dareen: cause I don’t know him! I'm not gunna randomly talk to a guy on face book!!

Lulu: well, I don’t wanna talk to him, I have someone, and shoufeeh he is hot, I already started talking to him..

Dareen: iyour imbad3a! hehe how did you talk?

Lulu: messages on facebook… and I thought it was going to be fun, but I can't anymore, I have someone… and he wants to add me on face book now, so talk to him, for fun hehe

Dareen: I don’t even know how he looks like! No 7aram!

Lulu: ok I'm opening the face book messages, read then then I'll show you his picture ok ?

Dareen: fine hehe

FACEBOOK:

Baraak
February 28 at 4:03pm
mno?


Sara
February 28 at 4:04pm
mu3jaba


Baraak
February 28 at 4:06pm
hmm?


Sara
February 28 at 4:08pm
ok listen,ive seen you alot and im interested.


Baraak
February 28 at 5:52pm
sorry bas i dont know u ;S o shno metwa83a eny ared 3alaich?

Sara
March 1 at 10:02am
im sorry:$


Baraak
March 1 at 1:34pm
np ;p

Sara
March 1 at 3:10pm
So can we be friends??


Baraak
March 1 at 5:37pm
ok np ;p

Sara
March 8 at 8:14pm
aw thanks;*so how are u?


Baraak
March 8 at 9:37pm
good how about ur self?;p

Sara
March 9 at 10:51pm
fine:)


Baraak
March 10 at 4:47am
doom enshallah hows school?;p


Sara
March 10 at 12:35pm
malal, u?


Baraak
March 10 at 2:29pm
dawam men el 8 lama 6 el ma'3arb malal werhaa8 :Pp u in ack?

Sara
March 10 at 7:08pm
allah y3eenek!! how about i get to know you better then ill tell :P


Baraak
March 10 at 11:41pm
Lol haha ok bas u gayla uv seen me alo may I ask wain?;p


Sara
March 11 at 5:15pm
ee u may:Pive seen u once in chocolate bar il bidi3 and twice in avenues


Baraak
March 11 at 11:54pm
Lol ola ana marOo7 el avenues w chocolate bar wayed bel sennah marah esh3arefach eb my name ba9edech :p

Sara
March 12 at 12:24am
ow;/ yemkin wrong person ana asfa


Baraak
March 12 at 6:36pm
maybe who knows ;p meta hal 7achy ely eb chocolate bar?


Baraak
March 12 at 6:37pm
raye7 lately ;p btw u ay sem eb ack?:p

Sara
March 12 at 6:51pm
around,,, 2 weeks ago... madriii a5aaf tkoun wrong person:Shoney im not in ack i just put that in, i study in dubai


Baraak
March 12 at 9:01pm
lol ok ;p bass ga3ed at2akad men ma3lomaty ;p hehe bass how ur not sure o u saw my pics bel FB account ;p anyway yemken ana o yemken la2 ;p entay o she6artech ;p u'll know ;p

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Sara
March 13 at 12:23am
haha well if u the guy or not doesnt matter anymore, cause sha6arti tgouli inik cuter than the guy and isloobik 3ajebny whether ur him or not:)

Sara
March 13 at 12:23am
ur*


Baraak
March 13 at 1:32am
Hehhehe merci ;p a7ragteny 9ara7a :p so entay 3ajbech el wath3 ena kelyoom 2 msgs bel fb ?

Baraak
March 13 at 1:33am
;p


Sara
March 13 at 8:27am
haha what do u mean?9ara7a maby i ask u for more a5af ur busy, i dont want to thagel;$u 3ajbik?


Baraak
March 13 at 2:59pm
Lol no kel esboo3 en5ale9 salfa may9eer cheenah wayed e6wala ;p want me 2 add u bel msn?(A)


Sara
March 13 at 11:57pm
ahahaha sure, whats your email?


Baraak
March 13 at 11:58pm
Baraak_**hotmail.com


Lulu: shrayech?

Dareen: laish you have a facebook account I don’t know about? W laish ib Dubai haha

Lulu: bas for fun!

Dareen: and what do you expect me to do?

Lulu: I started to talk to him on msn lately, so how about you continue..

Dareen: madri, I feel bad, eny akalem '3air 9ager

Lulu: noo la tkalmeeny just as friends and enjoy his company, w ba3dain you and 9ager barely kalamtaw ba3ath, bas msn, w maraaaaaat messages, w mara phone ib 3eed meeladich, w you never saw ela weya el group do bas, forget him!!

Dareen: hmm, madri we'll c…

Lulu: there are more lies hehe

Dareen: what? (Shocked)

Lulu: ee he thinks baba is dead hehe

Dareen: laish tfawleen ya 7mara hehe!

Lulu: it's not true!

Dareen: god help me!

Hurt 4

Previously on Hurt...
I ran out of starbucks and left him there just staring at me leave, I needed to breathe, I neededspace.
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I waited all this time for him, my sweetheart, my baby… do I want to be his? I'm his second? I'm standby? No. I won't be. I can't be. I deserve better!!

I needed time to think, to escape! I took the first flight back to Kuwait.

I arrived at 3am, the driver only knew I was coming and I told him not to tell mama, I saw the driver he came to take my bags into the car.

Driver: ahhh Tammy!! Mama not know you come?

Tammy: hiiii!! No don’t tell her! I want to surprise her!

Driver: ok wait here I will bring the car

Tammy: ok, I'm going to get something to drink and come.

I went into starbucks and ordered orange juice. Went back to the car which was parked in front of the door, I rode in the back seat, listened to my iPod and closed my eyes.

Driver: Tammy!

Tammy: huh?

Driver: we are here!

I looked at my watch and it was 3: 30am, I called my nannies cell and she opened the door, she knew it was a surprise too. We had our hugs and kisses and I headed to my room. I took off my trainers and took a shower, wore my pajamas and slept like a baby. I was home! I left my phones switched off, I needed time alone.

The next day
Mama's yammering outside my door woke me up, but I stayed in bed acting asleep.
Mama: Jema (my nanny) why did you forget to clean here? And here? And here? What have you been doing all day? Did you clean the children's rooms?

Jema: hehehe yes madam hehe

Mama: why are you laughing? Am I joking with you? Why didn’t you clean today?

Jema: I did hehehehehehehe

Mama: ohhhhhhhhhhhhh JEMA!

Then I heard her footsteps walk away, and I fell asleep, moments later.

Mama: you cleaned her room?

Jema: madam no no very dirty don’t go inside I will clean today hehehe

Mama: ok move

Jema: no madam, you want tea? (blocking her from opening Tammy's closed door)

Mama: ok I want tea

Jema: ok (she walked away stupidly thinking mama gave up)

Mama opened the door and found nothing, the bed was set, and everything… she went in giving her back to the bathroom.

Mama: why didn’t you clean the bed! It's all messed up! Clean it all today! (she seemed disappointed, she thought she was going to be surprised by me..)

They left the room and mama's footsteps lead to down stairs. I looked at the time and it was 2:10 pm, mama, Jenan and baba eat at 2:30pm
I rushed and washed up wore something nice (jeans and a white vintage top) and watched mama sit in her place calling out for everyone to eat. Baba came and sat at the head of the table, mama on the side next to him and Jenan in front of mama. I usually sat beside mama or Jenan. Jenan saw me in the kitchen we said our hellos quietly, she started crying, and I told her not to go in till I did. So I came in casually kissed mama on the cheek and baba's head and sat next to mama. They thought I was Jenan not really looking at my face.

Baba: ha Jenan shlone senior year?

Tammy: ma adre babatii

Jenan came in.
Jenan: ha mama shenu el '3ada?

As soon as she came in they both looked up at me.

Mama: BINTIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

She stood up started crying and I went and hugged her.

Baba: hahaha wallah ya Tamara inich mu hayna hahaha

I hugged baba and he had a tear in his eye. I love them so much! So we sat ate, mama was OVER excited! We decided to go out as girls, me mama and Jenan. Then baba would come for dinner after work.

I wish I could stay and not go back..

New?

Hey ;** I'm sorry I haven't been posting but I'm not feeling the story lately, I don't feel like continuing it cause I have a better story in mind, so how about I write the new story, and when I feel comfortable with the second one I'll continue it? What do all my readers think? :$

Stuck?

hey everyone I am so sorry but I am stuck, give me a couple of days and I will be back;*

Hurt 3

Previously on Hurt...

We ate dinner and I excused myself earlier than usual, and went to my apartment, which was still in front of theirs. And silently cried myself to sleep. I cried for me, for what I have become, I cried for the empty bed I was sleeping in all alone, I cried for the several times dist 3ala nafse for a guy. I cried for me

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I woke up with my phone ringing "Te2a5artai - rashed al majed"

Tammy: aloo *sleepy voice*

Mama: 9aba7 el 5air mama!

Tammy: 9aba7 el nour mama

Mama: mita et3a6leen 7abeebty, 3irs fa6ma bint 5altich garab

Tammy: inshalla mama, i might come earlier than planned

Mama: inshalla mama, ma3a el salama

Tammy: bye

I missed my mom! I really wanted to see her soon, and with everything happening around me, I
want to be there as soon as possible!!

As soon as I closed the phone it rang again

Tammy: hmm?

3abdullah: Tamara. (serious voice)

Tammy: whats wrong? (he never called me that unless there was something wrong)

3abdullah: meet me at starbucks in 10 minutes its important

Tammy: alright

I closed the phone, rushed to wash my face, I wore my trainers, ponytailed my hair and got to

starbucks in 13 minutes. He was there, sitting on the couch with two drinks infront of him, mine
and his, since he knew what I always ordered. He looked sad, like he needed someone to hold
him, like he missed me, like he felt my pain.

As soon as he saw me he waved his hands and gestured me to go over to him. We said our hellos,
then I sat and drank a couple of sips from my latte.

Tammy: 3abood shfeek, you seem so sad!

3abdullah: I don’t know how to say this
T: how to say what?


3: that im not in love with her and never will be

I looked at him with tears in my eyes, what was he trying to say??

T: na3am?

3: I cant love 7essa, I don’t love her.

T: then who do you love

he looked up into my eyes

3: i love you

T: huh?

3: i still love you, i love everything about you!

T: stop! stop! this wont work! (i broke down)

3: why wont it work, baby don’t cry, we can make this work. (he held my arm)

T: she is carrying your baby... (i eventually blurted)

3: its not meant to be this way, its our baby, Tammy ana ma agdar ag3ad weyaha she is life less!
The look you had broke my heart last night, and when you left i knew you were going home to
cry your heart out, but i was stuck with her, i wanted you to be in my arms so i could calm you down but I couldn’t.

T: then why did you?! why did you go to her? why did you marry her? why did you put us
through this? why did you become her’s? (i managed to say this in one breath)

3: i had to! Im their only son! my father was sick, and he demanded that, I didn’t want to risk my fathers health, or wishes! you don’t know what its like to be me! but i was you now im choosing you!

it was killing me! what was i suppose to do? am i suppose to agree with him? but what about
7essa? she loves him! its not her fault. i looked at him with a blank face, what should i do i
thought...



T: adre 7abebe but what should we do now? What’s done is done. Ana rada el Kuwait in a week,
then im coming back in January for the next course.

3: don’t let me go,,(he held my hands in his)

T: I have no choice, you have a wife and shell make you feel better I promise you that.

3: don’t say that (tears of hurt and confusion and rage filled his eyes) STOP! YOU CANT LEAVE
ME! I NEED YOU! YOU CANT LET ME GO! I HAVE NOTHING WITHOUT YOU! STOP THIS!
GOD LOU 7ASA FEENY AL7EEN! BABY PLEASE…DON’T LEMME GO I NEED….

T: I love you

I knew these 3 words would calm him down in a matter of seconds… he came close to me and
hugged me real tight

3: I don’t know what to do without you, I have been living for you not her, and she knows that,
(he moved away and looked at me while I was looking down) ana baye at8adamlich in a matter
of months

I looked at him shocked with what he was saying!

T: and 7essa?

3: we are having a divorce

T: WHAT?

3: we both want that baby, there is no love between us! She is in love with her cousin and im in
love with you

T: and the baby?

3: her cousin talked to me and they are getting married after the baby is born, and well get
married in a couple of months, and the baby will be brought up with both us and them, we
decided to be close friends, and well hang out all the time, the four of us, and from what I have
known her cousin is amazing, and he is open minded, we wanted to tell you yesterday but you
left early and 7essa didn’t want to confuse you, so we decided that I would tell you w lama 7asait
ina you were backing of madri sh9ar feeny, ma kentia ma36yatny fur9a ashra7lich!

T: la7tha!

3: shenu?

T: ya3ni im yours?

3: yea

T: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I screamed and jumped into his arms I could
believe what I was hearing!

3: you’re my bride!!!



i ran out of starbuck and left him there just staring at me leave, i needed to breathe, i needed
space.

Hurt 2

Sorry for the short post;*

Previously on Hurt...
We spent the last 2 weeks together then he left to Kuwait, and brought back his bride 2 weeks after…

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2 years passed

3abdullah, 7essa (his wife), and I shared each day together. 7essa was open minded; I let her in to my life as she let me into her life. She knew about me and 3abdullah's past. When he fist told her about me all she said was, "we can all be friends right?" at that moment he fell in love with her, her open mind, her bubbly personality, her fun spirit.
She gave us our space. But shockingly the more space she gave us the less we felt towards each other and the more I was happy for them. She was beautiful, with her long black hair and her dark skin and light eyes. She was tall with a curvy body which she knew how to style. 7essa and I grew so close to each other! We hung out alone all the time, we went shopping, we had our girl bonds together. Every time she had problems with 3abdullah I helped her get through them, and talked to 3abdullah for her.

February 3rd

Incoming call

7essa: 7ayatiii!!

Me: hey sweety! How are you?

7essa: fine! Come over tonight! For dinner

Me: hehe ok at what time?

7essa: 7

Me: I'll be there

I was there with jeans and a simple white top, I didn’t like over dressing if Abdullah was there so no memories came back. We were all happy this way.

3abdullah opened the door welcoming me in with a big hug and we went into their living room. Sat on the couch. He had this spark in his eye, an unusual spark.

Tammy: 3abood what's wrong?

3abdullah: I want 7essa to tell you!!

Tammy: wainha?

3abdullah: 7ESSSAA!!! (he called out)

7essa: kani kani, baby wait.

Tammy: 7esso yalla!!

7essa: hehe kani kani.

7essa went and sat on 3abdullah's lap.

Tammy: so spill you two!

7essa: this is a present for you

7essa handed me a little box. I opened it to find a baby shoe.

3abdullah: turn the shoe! (They both giggled)

I turned the shoe wela katbeenlii:

To aunty Tammy, mommy is two months pregnant with me, and if I'm a girl my name is going to be Tammy too, please love me, congratulations xoxo

I looked up to find them both smiling, my heart ached, I know that we supposedly moved on, but I always wondered what if we ended up together, what if?

I hugged them both tearing from hurt!

3abdulla: shfeeech ya m3awda laish tabcheen?!

7essa: enta shtabe! They are tears of joy!

Tammy: yea hehe (I can't breathe!)

We ate dinner and I excused myself earlier than usual, and went to my apartment, which was still in front of theirs. And silently cried myself to sleep. I cried for me, for what I have become, I cried for the empty bed I was sleeping in all alone, I cried for the several times dist 3ala nafse for a guy. I cried for me.

Hurt 1

Ok so I decided to write a new story, it isn’t true though… just bare with me cause I need to take care of my family and I promise ill try posting every now and then!! I hope you enjoy it;*
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Hi everyone my name is Tamara. You can call me Tammy… I'm sure you all heard about me… well if you didn’t then let me tell you a bit about me. I'm your typical Kuwaiti girl, the one you always see dressed up in the latest fashion, I always have makeup on, I'm brunette, tall, tanned, and I have sharp features. My body is well curved, I work out regularly. It seems that I have everything, do I really?


I have been in several serious relationships. Well, two to be specific. The first one was with this guy called Ahmed. He was the ultimate bad boy but he was still my everything! We had a great time together for 3 years straight!! We met in London on my first year of university, and our apartments were somewhat close to each other. The most fun a girl could have was with him, but he played around a lot too!! I caught him five times with other girls. He came running back every time claiming I was the "one". But the way I caught him with the fifth, I just gave up on him!!

*Flash back*

Tammy: 7abeeby you promised me ina you stopped! This is the fourth time I have caught you with a girl!

Ahmed: baby! Tammy! This is me sweety! (making me fall for his charm as usual) I'm sorry beautiful.

T: yea whatever!

A: I swear ya 3omri! Ok you want me to make it up to you?

I eyed him, waiting for him to present his "making it up"

A: tomorrow at 8pm! Not earlier! Well meet at my place and I'll have a big surprise for you.

T: mashy ya ahmad! Ana mashya tabe shai?

A: amoot 3al 3a9abia, I love it when you speak Arabic

T: ok lemme go I wanna leave

I was struggling to move out of his big grip, he pulled me and sat me onto his lap.

T: stoooop!! *giggling*

A: so you like it when I tickle you huh? *laughing at my giggles*

T: baby stop I have to go home (he let me go). Bye (I kissed his lips and left)

I got home took a bath, I got out of the shower, saw his few missed calls but I didn’t reply indicating that I'm still not fine with catching him with yet ANOTHER girl. I changed into my lacy underwear and moisturized my body up and when to sleep. What a nice sleep I have not knowing what was facing me the day after.

I woke up at 12pm! I went to the beauty parlor fixed my nails and colored them with a dark shade or red to match up with my tanned color, waxed my body, styled my hair into big curls, so the lighter streaks shined to the outer side. Just the way he likes it.

I got home and it was 6pm, what harm was it if I went a little early right? So I wore a mini black dress, with my back revealed, I accessorized in silver and wore my red heels. My make up was simple as usual, the fine eyeliner line with a brush of blush and red lipstick.

I was ready to take off, I made sure everything was closed, all the windows, the stove, the door. I knew I was sleeping over at his place tonight. I got to the elevator wore my coat, and pressed -1 while looking at myself in the mirror and fixing anything extra that needed fixing. I took out my phone

Compose message: I know it's still 6:30 ;( but I'm on the way baby;*

I stared at my phone for a couple of minutes? Should I send it? Hmm no! I want to surprise him; I smiled at my thought and to his reaction. I deleted the message.

The elevator opened, and I lifted my head to find the perfect angel! He had broad shoulders, his brown hair, his tanned skin, and his hazel eyes. He smiled to me as I smiled back and got out of the elevator. I turned back to look at him one more time but the elevator was already heading up…

It took me exactly 3 minutes to get to Ahmed's apartment, I knew where the key was hidden so I let myself in. the house was filled with lighted up candles. I heard giggling, a girls giggling!

I went into his room smashing the door to the wall!

Tammy: this is you making it up to me?!

Ahmed: it's not what you think!

Tammy: it's not what I think?! You're both in bed together! NAKED!

The girl: what's her problem?!

Ahmed: shut up! (He shoved her off of him)

I had a lot to say that day, but I didn’t want to, cause if I did he was going to find his way back into my heart someway, so I just left. I spent days and days crying until I met Abdullah…



Obviously the second was Abdullah. He was the perfect man, he loved me more than life itself, we had adventures together, we did everything together, and we practically lived together. This is the story behind us…

*Flash back Abdullah's side*

I hate moving apartments! But I guess this one is going to be bigger and closer to the university! I was waiting for the elevator to open up so I can go up and finally relax after a long day of finishing up my apartment. I had coffee in my hand and I looked so tiered. The elevator opened and I found the hottest girl yet! She was gorgeous; I couldn’t help but smile to her. She was probably not interested and had somewhere to be so I just took the elevator up to the third floor thinking of her till I fell asleep.

I woke up half an hour later to hear someone crying outside my door, hurtful cries. I rushed to my door and opened it, but there was no one. It was the apartment in front of me. Someone just got in and locked the door. So I went up to their door and knocked the door.

A girl: Ahmed! Shtabe bas ana malait!!

Abdullah: Ana mu Ahmad ba6lai el bab! Please just open the door!

The girl finally opened the door. She was in a short black dress and she was crying her eyes out. She was Kuwaiti!! Oh shit! I'm in my training pants, topless! Before I could turn and leave she closed the door. I got her coat and put it on her to cover her up.

A: shfeech yuba la tabcheen, tara el denya ma teswa

She just smiled, that innocent smile.

T: I know I don’t know you, bas your Kuwaiti 9a7?

A: yea..

T: can you hang around here till I change and come back, I need company.

A: whatever you need…

I went and sat on the couch watching TV and barely opening my eyes when ten minutes later she came out dressed in well covered trainers.

She explained what happened to me and I enjoyed listening to her. At 12am we called it a night and I left to my apartment. There is something different in that girl, what could it be?

*Tammy's Flash back of their breakup*

2 years later

We were sitting in starbucks. I was wearing a casual dress and he was wearing jeans, a black polo, and a sweater. It was so cold this time of year.

He looked at me with hurt, confusion, tears in his eyes.
Tammy: baby shfeek?

Abdullah: my parents…

Tammy: shfeehum?

Abdullah:….

T: baby what's wrong? (I stroke his arm)

Abdullah: umi e56ebatly wa7da, and they are forcing me to marry her

I looked at him questioning whether this was a joke?! When I realized it was not I burst into tears.

T: I don’t care! Talk to them! You're not going to marry her! Your mine baby please (crying)

A: I know baby, I know. Don’t cry. Baby their decision is made.

T: what about me? What about us?

A: I know baby I'm dying here.

He held my hand and we both drained ourselves.

T: I have to let you go?

A: no baby!

T: then?

A: I'll do whatever you want!

T: be here for me, whenever I need you, be my friend be mine even when you're with her, think of me.

A: and just like we always agreed, if anything happens, I'm going to call my daughter with your name. And baby if things aren’t working out with me and her, I'm going to divorce her and marry you alright baby?

T: yea baby (crying). Bas shlone banam belail bedounik? Menu benayemny?!

A: akeed ana! Kil laila bakalmich w banaymich, la t7ateen!

T: what about her

A: bafahemha kilshai, w etha ma fhemat kaifha!

T: hehe ok (smiled within my cries)

A: and if you find someone

T: agoolik 3ala 6ool!

A: hathy bnayte!

We spent the last 2 weeks together then he left to Kuwait, and brought back his bride 2 weeks after…

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Please give me your opinion;*

Im baq:)

Hey everyone! I'm back with a new story! This story is fully dedicated to Micky;* I love all my readers and bloggers!! I hope you like it;** Btw I need to know something, do you all want bad parts or do you want the story to be fully clean with no bad parts? its your call;*

Part 53 *The wedding* *The end*

Khalid: 9aba7 el 5air

He kissed me on the lips gently

Lama: hi *sleepy voice*

Khalid: el naas ygouloon hi? *laughing*

Lama: no ygooloon cha m el sa3a *smile*

Khalid: el sa3a 10

I jumped out of bed into the bathroom washed up then rushed into the bedroom to dress up and

Khalid was following me the whole time calming me down

Lama: OUR WEDDING IS TODAY! I have to leave!

Khalid: calm down 7abeebty wain betroo7een now?

Lama: el bait

Khalid: 3ayal yaay weyaach

He dressed up and washed up even before I was done dressing up, then came and hugged me

from the back slowly

Khalid: feeling better?

Lama: I'm still sore *I looked down in embarrassment*

Khalid: its ok baby, ill make you feel better tonight, on the plane

Lama: plane?

Khalid: our honeymoon, SURPRISE!

Lama: baby no no no! aren’t we suppose to travel after your job gives you a holiday

Khalid: well I pulled some strings and we are jetting off tonight

Lama: what about me, ma jahazt stuff

Khalid: baby that’s not necessary, abeech tshareen 3ala kaifich there, abeech you get ely bnafsich, so elyoum ensafer ib 4 bags fatheen, w nrid in a month w ohma matrooseen

I smiled at the man infront of me, my dream is coming true, I love him

Lama: ok then, bas may I know wain menroo7?

Khalid: no, each destination is a surprise

Lama: your killing me!

Khalid: baby shh just enjoy it *kissed my cheek*

Lama: ok can you at least tell me what time the flight is and for how long, since our wedding IS

tonight!

Khalid: it's at 3am, and we are leaving for a month

Lama: our parents…

Khalid: stop worrying and let me worry for you, today is our day

Khalid and I made out for a while then he drove my car home, the garden looked like heaven, they made it look beautiful! Our wedding was going to be there by the way, but I ran around

fixing some stuff and changing others.

At 12 the massage women arrived and I went up to my room to get my massage while Khalid

hung around my father and Faisal.

Two hours later I left my room exhausted, when 2 women came in and started fixing the

unfixable nails I had.

Then my mom's schedule said I had to have my beauty sleep until six, which I did after Khalid came in and said goodbye so he can go get ready himself.

I woke up at 6 by Abdulmajeed singing 3omri ma fakart feeeek oo la 6arah fel baal 7obak, lain

galbi gal abeeek oo galat e3yooni a7ebak.

Lama: aloo *sleepy*

Khalid: goomai madaamty!!

Lama: bnaam

Khalid: sim3aay (I KNOW YOU WANT MAAAI U KNOW I WANT YAH )

Lama: Khalid!! Ga9er shh banaam

Khalid: el sa3a 8 mita betgoomeen?

Lama: chathaaaaaaaaaaaab! *I woke up staring at the watch trying to think properly* akrehek

Khalid: hahahaha yala yal daloo3a goomai

Lama: ok ok bye!

Khalid: ok ya rou7y bye

Lama: bye *nafsia*

I got up, washed up and called my mom to come in check on me and bring in the saloon people. The makeup lady took an hour just doing her thing, it looked so pretty, simple, but it made me look like the elegant bride and I loved it. Then they started styling my hair based on our earlier tries; it was styled to go up, in a simple way, with my hair twisting in on each side. I swear it looked hot!!

When I was done all this it was at 8, I got into my white dress. I put on my Oscar de la Renta dress, and the comfortable extra high heels, my mom put on all the jewelry on for me, and then I took about half an hour to pose for pictures. After that was done, I heard them announcing that the bride will enter in a couple of minutes and for everyone to take their place. Our wedding, by the way, was both men and women. But Khalid was still going to come in, in the typical manner.

When I got at the bottom of the stairs they took some pictures and I was so nervous I was going to cry. The music started playing and I was to walk down the aisle now, just like I practiced, don’t fall lama don’t fall!!! Each few steps I would take pictures and walk then stop take pictures and walk to I got to my kosha. My sisters helped me get seated and looking at the place it was gorgeous! Just like a dream. Moments later everyone came to pose in pictures with me.
Hala looked gorgeous, I haven’t seen her for a while now, we took pictures then she sat next to me.

Hala: abashrich?

Lama: ee shfeech?

I felt bad for her, for losing her baby, but it wasn’t right, it wasn’t her fault, her sister understood that, her sister helped her, they both went to the doctor in Lebanon and got rid of it,

it wasn’t too soon, she needed to let go, and she had a surgery that meant she was a girl again, I felt good for her, it wasn’t her mistake, she was raped. And I couldn’t be there for her, I was in Europe with my family. I love this girl.

Hala: en5e6abt. He knows, he is ok with what happened knowing it isn’t my fault. Imagine I'm next!!!

Lama: I wish I could scream but I cant, I am so happy for you *I smiled*

Hala: a5aleech 7abeebty *smiled*

This went for an hour, people taking pictures and all then it was announced that Khaloodi was coming in.

My heart started beating fast, I couldn’t wait! I saw him come in slowly staring just at me, not anyone else, his smile was shining the whole room, he looked so handsome with his broad shoulders and his shaved face. My baby! He came to our kosha, knelt and kissed my head then we took half an hour to pose for pictures.

I wanna ask all the unmarried girls this. You know when you are in a wedding and the groom is sitting next to the bride, and he says something to her, and she starts giggling? Well Khalid was sitting next to me, holding my hand and came close to whisper into my ear, I giggled before he said anything.

Khalid: ajmal ma fel koon, w ajmal ma eb hal 9ala, I want you to be mine forever, Lama, mu m9adeg inich malti, I can't wait till this is over and well be alone together, I want to show you how much I love you.

I looked into this man's eyes and smiled.

I mean I looked into my husband's eyes and smile :)

Me

This post is to see where your minds will take you;p
I'm sure you all know that my name isn't "Lama",, and none of you are sure if this is a real story or not,,,

For the people who think this story is real :
Who do you think my personality is like from the girls you know...

For the people that think this story is fake:
Who do you think I am from the girls you know...

You can have 5 names, and just first names, with the letter of the last name;P

Example:

Real story:
1-dana o.
2-hala i.
3-lama f.
4-jula d.
5-kala j.

Fake story:
1-bebe m.
2-yasmeena o.
3-lolowa b.
4-reem a.
5-Jana a.


Get it? Lets ok;**

Part 52

Sorry 3al g9oor, there are bad parts, Im am WARNING you!

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Back in Kuwait …
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Messaging Khalid:


I miss you


1 message from Khalid:

I do too baby


Messaging Khalid:


Mu kethry;*

1 message from Khalid:


Your right! Cause ana more;*


I smiled at his message, I was so happy my Khalid was back, I had a second chance with him, and I respected all the rules now, and I really didn’t care, we were getting MARRRRRRIED!!


The wedding was a week away, and it was hectic for me. I had to do everything, because I didn’t want anyone like my mom or sisters to mess it up for me. I wanted the perfect wedding!

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4 days before the wedding


Khalid and I were out getting ice-cream, celebrating the few days we had left as a non married couple…


" When I think back On these times And the dreams We left behind I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed to get To have you in my life When I look back On these days I'll look and see your face You were right there for me In my dreams I'll always see you soar Above the sky In my heart There always be a place For you for all my life I'll keep a part Of you with me And everywhere I am There you'll be "


Khalid lowered the music


Khalid: Lama


Me: hmm?


Khalid: if I ever lied to you would u forgive me?


Me: *shocked* it depends


Khalid: would you eventually forgive me?


Me: yea I guess


Khalid: ok, shfeech btabcheen?


Me: ib shenu you lied?


Khalid: no baby nothing im just asking


Me: sure?


Khalid: yea


Me: I would rather know minik than to be told by someone else


Khalid: I promise *kissed my hand*


Why would he ask me that? Is he cheating on me? NO! he wouldn’t! its 5aloodi, I love him so much! He is my baby! He was probably just asking, forget about it lama!


I went home that night thinking about everything we talked about that day… I trust
him.. Well I think I do..



The next day I woke at 5 pm up to find 7 missed calls and 1 message.


2 missed calls: mama


1 missed call: 5a6eeby;*


4 missed calls: Hala


1 message from Khalid: 9aba7 il 5air ya ajmal warda, I can't wait till you're in my arms In two days … I'm never going to let you go baby;*


Dialing 5a6eebi;**


Me: Alo *sleepy voice*


Khalid: 7ayati, tawich ga3da?


Me: yea


Khalid: you sound so sexy


Me: hehe don’t lie


Khalid: I swear you do!


Me: emwah


Khalid: fedaitich!


Me: baby bacher bakoun ib your arms!


Khalid: I can't wait!


Me: me neither


Khalid: what are you going to be wearing


Me: nothing.


Khalid: 9ij walla?! *excited*


Me: no hehe


Khalid: 3ayal?


Me: shenu tabeeny albis?


Khalid: something sexy


Me: ok I'll give you choices and you'll get to pick alright?


Khalid: ok, go!


Me: I have a mini lingerie white dress that’s see through, puts my breasts out with a thong… or a white bra with a thong,,, or…


Khalid: shhh


Me: shfeek?


Khalid: I want you


Me: now?


Khalid: yea


Me: hmm ,, you can wait


Khalid: no I can't, I have been telling you I want you for so long and you have been
making me wait for months now


Me: baby isn’t that what you wanted from the beginning?


Khalid: yea baby, before we were married, but now we are officially malcheen!


Me: hmm


Khalid: baby please, I can't take this anymore!


Me: wain?


Khalid: my house


Me: your family?


Khalid: chalet


Me: what should I wear?


Khalid: surprise me


Me: when?


Khalid: now.


Me: bye.


I rushed out of bed and into the bathroom, washed up and wore my black lingerie, it was like a dress that covered my ass and I was wearing a thong, it looked hot with my short hair and my smoky make up, I wore a "easy to open" dress with heels, I put perfume on and as I was about to leave the house..


Mama: Lama shhal kash5a, wain ray7a?


Me: baroo7 ashouf Khalid!


Mama: wain mama?


Me: ib baithum


Mama: 5altich tawha mkalmatne w ahalah mu bel bait!



Me: ee adre yoma *UFFFF WAHGA SHAGOOL*


Mama: *smiling* mama I know your official bas wait till bacher…


Me: mama!!! Rayle, w kaifi BYE! *I was just angry out of embarrassment!*


Mama: hahahahahahahahhahahaha


I left the house and when I got to his I called him…


Me: alo


Khalid: come in


Me: ay baab?


Khalid: ely jedaam


Me: bas,,, el neighbors


Khalid: shfeech? Mu murty?


Me: mbala *shy*


Khalid: yala bye


He opened the door and he was wearing a gamee9 and jeans, he had a dirty beard the way I liked it… and his smell, it was amazing!


PEOPLE! I haven’t kissed him or touched him in any sexual way for around a year now! I missed him, I wanted him, I needed him!


Khalid leaned in to kiss me but I walked into the 9ala and sat on the couch, it was so romantic how there were candles everywhere, he closed the shades, locked both doors so no one comes in.


Me: a5aaf a7ad eye..


Khalid: la baby I messaged them and told them not to come back home tonight, and kalamt my mom to talk to yours so that my mom would sleep at your house tonight cause your sleeping here.


Me: Ya fashlity! *shy!*


Khalid: we need to talk before we do anything, because I don’t want you to regret anything…


Me: what baby?


He sat next to me and looked me in the eyes


Khalid: t7ibeeny?


Me: ofcourse


Khalid: meta akthar now or gabel?


Me: 9ara7a? now!


Khalid: baby, don’t get mad from what I'm about to say, but I didn’t regain my memory back... not of you at least… but I fell in love with you again, and the only reason I didn’t tell you this is because I didn’t want you to leave me, I needed another chance…


Me: ok


Khalid: ok?


Me: I'm shocked


Khalid: I know baby I'm sorry *he pulled me closer to him*


Me: I love you,,, that’s all I care about, and I'm so happy you did that


Khalid: so happy?


Me: you promised me you were never going to let me go, and you didn’t, you held on tight, all the way


He kissed my head


Khalid: I have something for you


Me: what is it?


He took me to his room, where there was a small box on his bed


Khalid: open it


I opened the box and there was a necklace that said "KL"


Me: allah!! I love it!


Khalid put the necklace on for me, took the box off the bed, and started to kiss me, on the lips, I missed this kiss, I loaned for it… I kissed him back as I took his shirt off, he went back


Khalid: show me what your wearing


Me: sit down here *I pointed to the bed*


He sat down just wearing his jeans and his body looked so hot, manly and muscular, with his legs open wide, I stood in between them and started to slowly open the
buttons of my dress till it was off…



Khalid: turn around


I slowly turned around showing off my body to my husband…


Me: 7elw (dala3)


Khalid: 7elw mama 7elw


I stood facing him, he was touching me all over, as if it was the first time he has seen a girl in front of him which I loved, he felt me body up slowly with his warm hand, then
picked me up and slowly placed me on the bed…


Khalid: you want me?


Me: mhm *looking into his eyes*



Khalid slowly took off my dress and felt up my breasts, then took off my thong till I
was completely naked, I took off his pants and his boxers… he started to kiss me on my neck and my breasts, till we were both turned on to our limits…



Khalid: ada5la?




Me: a5aaf



Khalid: min shenu?




Me: aa5aaf y3awer *I looked down shyly*



Khalid: la baby ana ma a3awerich




Me: akeed?



Khalid: yea baby when you get hurt tell me to stop mashy?



Me: yalla… *he slowly put it in, and I slowly moaned, the more he slowly and delicatly put it in the more I moaned* stop, stop!



Khalid: baby bas da5alt shwaia



Me: iy3awer



My eyes were tearing, I was hurt


We went through that a couple of times, every time it went in deeper and deeper till it was fully in, I moaned so much at that point, and I bled a lot,,, we cuddled for a while, and I was crying, I was hurt, he hugged my tight


Khalid: baby la tabcheen


Me: *crying*


Khalid: I know it hurts baby, bas you have to go through this, your going to enjoy it later on, baby please stop crying…


What is wrong with me? I couldn’t stop crying


Khalid: yal daloo3a basich *he kissed my upper back*


Me: mu daloo3a, Khaloodi, you aren’t feeling what I'm feeling!


Khalid: I know baby I know, just bare with me…


We slept in each other's arms that night.

Inah lillah wa ina illayhi raji3oon.

Inah lillah wa ina illayhi raji3oon.

One of my closest friends passed away, and this is the reason i am not being able to continue the story, so please all i need is support, not harsh comments, just bare with me, i need you all.

Sara

Hi everyone, my friend, Sara, has a problem she is facing and she talked to me about it, I gave her my opinion but she wanted yours too… I told her to write it up, so here it goes… love you;**

"I have a problem, please help me out...
My boyfriend and I have a healthy and stable relationship. When we were about to get into trouble with my family, he opened up to his mother about me. (This all happened behind my back).His mother agreed but he was sure his father wasn't going to. Then he changed towards me, he fought for any reason and screamed a lot... I was very patient and when I asked why that was he explained everything to me and told me that his father was probably not going to say yes for a reason he mentioned... and that he was acting different so I can give up on him, which I didn't do.

I decided that I was better off without him and left him two weeks ago. Today, we hit into each other, accidently at his university, while I was picking up a friend. He came up to me and he was like, "I got a message that you were here and I jumped out of class to see you" I smiled and excused myself and left. An hour later he messaged me telling me how much he was sorry and that he couldn't live without me and that he will stand up for me. He also came by to my house and dropped off a letter that explained what happened and how much he regretted it. I called him back and told him how much I was hurt and that I loved him but I really don't want to ruin his relationship with his father. He agreed and apologized a lot and promised not to hurt me again and that he would stand up for us to be together. I love him. He gave me a couple of days to figure it out, and see if I'm willing to get back with him, what should I do? I'm lost :(

Shasawe?"

New?

hey everyone, i was thinking of finishing up my story in a reallly long post, then starting a new one... agree?

Part 51

Hey everyone thanks for your support;*
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Previously on Me Myself and I:


Khalid: I remember.Me: you remember?Khalid: I remember youMe: BABY REALLY? *my eyes were full of tears by now!*Khalid: ee 7ubi, I remember youMe: baby!!I hugged him and he carried me and started to kiss my headKhalid: but we are changing a lot.


Me: what do you mean baby?


Khalid: ya3ni no more playing around, and acting childish, no more kissing hugging and such things, I'm going to forget the past now, all the stupid things we did, bas I don’t want anything to ruin us baby, ana shareech, I want you, and not in the same way I did, I don’t want your body, I want you, the Lama that stayed up with me in the hospital and helped me regain my memory, I want the Lama that is thoughtful, and I'm sure after we get married well do everything your dirty mind desires. *he grinned*


Me: you mean your dirty mind *I was shy, I bit my lower lip and looked down*


Khalid: ya3ni mista7ya ma3a il wayh? *he smiled*


Me: I looked up into his eyes and pecked him sexy lips.


He pushed me away.


Khalid: I'm not going to tell you again. *his face expression changed into rage*


I looked down with a tear in my eye. Our bodies were still close though, so he hugged me closer to him, and whispered into my ear.


Khalid: baby, please I don’t want to lose you so stop this.


I was embarrassed, how I could be in this situation, love needs more than just "love" and "feelings" I needed the lust too!! I needed his touch and kiss…



5 months passed



There was a month to the wedding…We never talked about the past a lot since we had our minds set on the wedding date which was in a month. Khalid, Um Khalid, Me, and Mama traveled to Paris and Italy to get our dresses and wedding things. Khalid and I couldn’t be alone for more than 10 minutes with our mothers around. We never talked about us it was all about the wedding… I'm sure brides know what I am talking about!! The only thing we really did talk about alone was our HONEYMOON!!


He couldn’t regain his memory of our plans so I helped him, and he made the arraignments. We were to travel the next morning after the wedding. We were going to go back to Italy and take a cruise around Europe.



*PARIS*


Khaloodi and I were eating breakfast in our hotel down stairs.


Khalid: cruise ib shar6!


Me: shenu?


Khalid: talbiseenly bikini! *his face turned red*


Me: ee I know baby!!


Khalid: wain our mothers?


Me: naymeen


Khalid: laish what time is it?


Me: 9 am!!


Khalid: ok let's go alone and buy some!


Me: buy what?


Khalid: swimsuits…


Me: w our mothers?


Khalid: 5alhum naymeen


Me: akeed?


Khalid: yea they are happy about this, let's give them some time, they can manage, they are best friends after all *he smiled*


Me: Khaloodi yala goum


He got up and held my hand as we walked to the store. We looked like the perfect couple. I was
wearing a short white dress that was body fit with gold flats, my hair was in a bun, I had simple makeup, and I had hoop earrings. Khalid was wearing his Dolce trainers.


We got to the shop and went in.


Khalid: hello, may I please see your collection of swimwear.


We looked through the men's collection first and we picked out 3 bathing suits for Khalid. A yellow one that would look great with his tan (to be). And a black and blue one that we liked.


When it came time for the women's collection Khalid continuously grinned. We chose four bathing suits. A full bathing suit that was black and had an opening throughout the stomach. The other two were bikinis one was red and the other was gold. And the last one was his favorite, it was also yellow, and the handles were braided, the stomach was opened and it would look good with my tan (to be).


We went back home hand in hand, talking about embarrassing stories, and how it would be fashla when I sit bil kosha and he comes in. the whole wedding scenario!!


We got back to the hotel and our mothers were in the lobby eating breakfast. It was 11:30…


Mama: wainkum?!


Khalid: re7na nishtiry cham sha8la


5altie: w laish ma tgouloun?!


Khalid: baroo7 weya Lamooy! 8a9eb?!


Mama: brou7kum haa?


Me: ee mama *BLUSH*


5altie: Shenu sharaitaw??


I looked at Khalid and we burst out laughing, I couldn’t help it, we both blushed and laughed so much!!


Khalid: baina Yuma!!


Mama: 5aleehum 5aleehum, myanan *laughing*

BACK!

IM BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK;*
i love you all and i am so sorry for taking so long, but i needed a break from everything;*
im going to start posting tonight;* i love you all, And i miss you all;*
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Part 50

An hour later we were in my car driving around… I showed him a couple of places we visited before, and then I told him each story we had in each place.

We got to Baskin Robins…

Khalid: ha 7abooba shenu taben?

Me: vanilla!

Khalid: with chocolate

Me: no baby I can't eat chocolate I have allergies.

Khalid: oh ok, what should I take?

Me: you mean what do you like?

Khalid: hehe yea

Me: cotton candy

Khalid: ok *he held my hand*

We sat there ordered our ice creams, ate up, and hung out.

2 hours later I dropped him to his car and we left to go home…
Khalid Calling

Khalid: haaaa baby

Me: ha 7abebe

Khalid: I want to see you after tomorrow

Me: where?

Khalid: chalet

Me: w your family?

Khalid: they aren’t going

Me: ok

BEEP BEEP BEEP

We didn’t talk since that phone call. The day after I woke up dressed up into my juicy tracksuit, straightened my hair and brought along my big Louis V. bag… I got into the car and messaged him telling him I was on the way, when I got there



Dialing Khalid:

Me: baby

Khalid: hala baby

Me: I'm out

Khalid: yala kane, do you see me?

Me: yea baby!

BEEP BEEP BEEP

I got out and gave him a big hug!!

Khalid: come here baby

Me: I missed you

I looked deep into his eyes

Khalid: me too…

We both smiled at each other

Khalid: come on in

He opened the door














































What do you want me to say?!

The room was filled with all the memories I showed him! All the pictures we took when we first met! Our baby pictures together, flowers banner that says, "You're all mine, happy anniversary"! I turned to look at him































































Me: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Khalid: agoolich shay?

Me: ee!!

Khalid: I remember.

Me: you remember?

Khalid: I remember you

Me: BABY REALLY? *my eyes were full of tears by now!*

Khalid: ee 7ubi, I remember you

Me: baby!!

I hugged him and he carried me and started to kiss my head

Khalid: but we are changing a lot.

Part 49

You guys I'm so sorry but I have a lot of things happening these couple of days, family is flying in and out for a wedding so I'm trying to give you mini parts till I'm completely back;****

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I sat there talking with enthusiasm, I told him about the days we met and how we were as kids, I told him everything we talked about, everything we did, I told him about Jassim and Hala, I told him about our precious kisses, hugs, how romantic he was.

2 hours later

Me: haha w mara you traveled without telling me and I got SOOO mad!!

Khalid: lol are you serious?

KNOCK KNOCK

Khalid: come in

Waiter: sir, madam, do you want to order sweets?

Khalid: tabeen 7ubi?

Me: hmm la not from here

Khalid: no thank you, just green tea please

Me: make that two

Waiter: ok sir

She left the room and closed the door behind her.

Khalid: we have been through a lot huh?

Me: yea *I looked down, I missed him, I swear, no one would understand but I did*

Khalid: how many months were we together?

Me: hmm, may, june…..april… OMG

Khalid: what?

Me: our one year anniversary would be… after tomorrow!

Khalid: *speechless*

I had tears in my eyes, readers please try to understand me, I was in love with a man I shared everything with! We did everything together! We thought alike! And at the end he forgets it all. He doesn’t even remember me, he doesn’t love me in the same way or as much, and he doesn’t know all the things we did together. AND our anniversary is in 2 days! That’s the day we are suppose to give each other things, and that’s suppose to be when we remember everything we did in the past year, but where is that person? Imagine you are in my place! At least if he died (l7amdillah he didn't) but if he did! I would still celebrate it alone with all the memories of him knowing that he left me with all of these wonderful days. But to be with someone you will have to celebrate this day with! A person that has no connection with your past. The same person that left all the memories to you and every time you see him/her you want to blurt out an "inside joke" but cant because this person now is like any random person and wouldn’t get it!































It hurt. My heart hurt. My throat hurt. I felt like knives were piercing into it. Tears escaped me eyes and rolled off of my cheeks. I wanted him to be like "HAHA JOKING I REMEMBER" or "GOT YA!" but he sat there just staring at me.

KNOCK KNOCK

Waiter: here are your tea sir

Khalid: thanks

Waiter: welcome

And she left the room

All I felt was his warm hand hold mine.

Khalid: don’t cry, I told you I'm going to try fixing everything.

Me: *I smiled with sorrow*

Part 48

He asked me to close my eyes, which I did…

I felt his hands cover my neck with something.

Khalid: open your eyes

Me: *speechless*

Khalid: you like it?

Me: I love it

As I got closer to him, to kiss his luscious lips he held my shoulders and moved me away.

Khalid: Lama shfeech?

Me: I want to give it back

Khalid: give what back?

Me: the present

Khalid: how?

Me: by a kiss

Khalid: lama how could you even think for a second that I would kiss you. I want you, I really do. Bas how do you expect me to let you give yourself to me itha ana I don’t know who I am yet! Aren’t you thinking about that? Don’t you think ina this would be wrong?

I started to tear, WAIN MY OLD KHALID?!

Khalid: shoufai lama. Ana aratheech with everything I can do. But don’t expect me aratheech 3ala wrong things you are doing.

Me: but… *tears escaped my eyes*

Khalid: but nothing.

I felt so embarrassed I couldn’t think straight. I just left the place and rushed to my car. I waited for a couple of minutes crying at the wheel but he did nothing. He didn’t come after me, NOTHING.

Compose message:

Khalid thanks so much but if this is the new you then I want the old one back. You don’t understand what we were. How can I explain. I want the old you back not this you!

1 message:

Wainich?

Compose message:

In my car

1 message:

Come inside.

I got out of the car and into the small room. He just sat there looking at me with tears in his eyes. I sat in front of him.

It was quiet for a couple of minutes

Khalid: shoufai lama. I don’t know what we were before. I didn’t get my memory back. And I might have done all this before but that’s not me anymore! I don’t remember anything! I fell in love with you now. On my ground! My rules! If I touched, kissed, etc. to you before then I pity myself for that. Because I know you are too precious to be touched or kissed right now. This is the man you are sticking with! I am not the same man I was before but I fell in love with the same girl and its either you accept that or ……

Me: I just miss you! The old you… you don’t understand what we had! It was priceless, we had our inside jokes, songs, certain things I can't have with anyone else… even you. I love you, but I'm in love with the old you… this might sound stupid but you differ a lot.

Khalid: I have an idea…

Me: hmm?

Khalid: how about we eat lunch while you tell me about how we met and everything that happened between us. Then after lunch we will go cruise in the car and you can tell me where we used to go, deal?

Me: ok

Khalid: come here

He pointed right next to him. I went there and kissed his eyes. So did he… we ordered food…

Khalid: ok yala tell me…

Me: it all happened when…

Part 47

I KNOW I KNOW, its so short, walla ill post another one today, sorry;*

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3 HOURS LATER

I read the messages and my heart fluttered! 7abeeby wallah, why would he think ena I'm going to leave him 3ala shai sa5eef… he is really sensitive now… he doesn’t know that my life revolves around him no matter how much I keep telling him that!

Dialling Khaloodi

No Answer

Dialling Khaloodi

Khalid: aloo

Me: hmm aloo *sleeping voice*

Khalid: SORRY WALLA SORRY KINT BIL 7AMAAAM! *concerned*

Me: 7abeeby 3adi, shda3wa

Khalid: baby your voice

Me: shfeeh? *SHIT I SOUND LIKE A GUY WHEN I JUST WAKE UP!!!!!*

Khalid: it's so seductive

Me: hehe no it isn’t, I sound really bad

Khalid: if you think you sound bad, then keep speaking in this "bad way" cause you sound so sexy.. I want to see you so bad

Me: la mako *dala3*

Khalid: I need to see you to give you something

Me: ok, fine. Ra7 aba6ilek baab el sayara w enta mur 3ind il bait w 7e6a wel car w leave *haha tourcher*

Khalid: ily taamreen feeh

Ya 7abeeeeeby he is so cute and modest!

Me: bas hatha mu ely abe *dala3/ shy*

Khalid: 3ayal shenu ely tabeena?

Me: aby I c u

Khalid: then let's meet somewhere

Me: meshtahya sushi

Khalid: then wasabi?

Me: wasabi it is

Khalid: ok 7abeebty

Me: bas ma agdar I be late for Rula!!

Khalid: we won't take long, I promise

Me: ok

Khalid: 3a6eeny bosa

Me: no *extra DALA3*

Khalid: baby!!! Yala

Me: noo!

Khalid: mwwwwwwwwwwwwah

Me: wain a7e6ha?

Khalid: your lower lip

Me: ur naughty

Khalid: shoufai entai shemsawya feeny, then come and talk

Me: make it up to me and I'll make it up to you
Khalid: ok baby! How about we get up and change and meet there in half and hour

Me: mashy

Khalid: bye gumar

Me: bye bader

BEEP BEEP BEEEEEEEEEEEEP

I got up, washed up, but I didn’t know what to wear, so I went into Rula's closet and took out this really cute top, which I wore with my skinny black jeans, and a waist belt and flats. Applied a bit of makeup and took my purple Balenciaga bag and left.

He called me while I got into the car and we negotiated about what food we were going to eat and itha rethait or not yet. 6AB3AAAAN I was in the nafsia mood because I wasn’t supposed to show how much I missed him. When I got into wasabi it was empty and the waiter took me to one the small rooms. Awal ma I got in I sat in front of him and I could smell his scent, MMM! It was so good, I wanted to do it right there! But luckily for us we still didn’t start doing things, he never tried, I think when I want him I should take charge, full charge.

Khalid: hala ib Lamooyti, hala ib umy, hala bel gumar killa

Me: hiiiiii *NAFSIIIIIIIA*

Khalid: lal7een za3lana 3alai?

Me: *No reply*

Khalid: ok smile mamatii

I turned my head so he wouldn’t see my face with the hair covering it and couldn’t help myself but to giggle…

Part 46

Just to make things clear, this is a true story. Many people asked me if it was or not. And yes it is. Its my story... All the good, bad, and suducing parts were put for a reason, its my story people so dont blame me. Sorry for any disappointments.

This is dedicated to Cupid;* Ya 7mara i miss u:(

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For the next five months Khalid and I hung out nearly every day, we would go to the hospital every other day for his checkups. I was trying to make him regain his memory of me and of everything. He started to remember his family, but didn’t remember me yet. Yet each time he would smell my perfume, he would say something like, "shamha min gabel", or if I would wear something I wore for him before he would say, "DA JA VOU!" hehe and I knew he saw me wearing it before. the doctor said that he is going to become better soon inshalla. He is regaining his memory slowly.

What was shocking after all those months that Khalid was starting to crawl into my heart slowly. Not him! Cause I loved him already. I meant his personality, the changes! The new him. I mean he became shyer, and he was very determined to make me always happy. He started to fall in love with me too, I guess he is really still inside there somewhere; he fell in love with the girl he loved. It sounds odd but it's true. He wanted to take care of me, to be my man, and he was becoming my all!! We loved each other now to the point that we couldnt live without each other, not even for a day!

Dialing Khalid (2:39am):


Khalid: hey lamooy


Me: hii Khaloodi


Khalid: ha wainich?


Me: in bed


Khalid: betnameen?


Me: yup


Khalid: shfeech mnafsa? *concerned*


Me: mu mnafsa *MNAFSA!*


Khalid: seriously, shfeech?


Me: Khalid, elyoum the whole day mu sa2el 3ani *dala3 tone*


Khalid: Lamooy I'm sorry wallah I am, the guys ma 5alouny wallah


Me: yea I understand *sad, nafsia*


Khalid: when will you stop il nafsia??


Me: when you make it up to me


Khalid: I'll do anything! You chose anything and I'll do it!


Me: hehe anything?


Khalid: ee I promise!


Me: fine! Wainik?


Khalid: chalet!


Me: ok meet me at starbux tomorrow at 7:15 am.


Khalid: baba that too early!!


Me: ok fine whatever!


Khalid: No baby, I promised anything and you're going to get what you want!


Me: ok la7tha barou7 ashrab mai!!


Khalid: ok 7abeebty


2 minutes…


Me: back!


Khalid: how about we sleep so I can wake up w a7dirlich tomorrow


Me: haha ok aga3dik?


Khalid: ok baby I put an alarm anyways!!


Me: ok baby gnite


Khalid: gnite


Me: bye


Khalid: HEY!


Me: ok ok, mmwwwwwwah


Khalid: haha mwah!


Beep beep beep


HATHA WAJHIK YAL MISAAAAAAAFIR LAMA KAAAAAANAT LEE 3IYON!!! WAINAHA 3YOUNI 7ABEEBY SAFARAT MITHLIK 7ABEEEEEEEEEBY


The alarm woke me up 3ala the voice of Rashid al Majed, his voice made me feel
good.

I glanced at my phone, there were no missed calls or messages, and it was 7 am.


Dialing Khaloodi


No answer


I got up into the bathroom, and washed up.


Dialing Khaloodi


No answer


I changed and got into the car


Dialing Khaloodi


No answer


I thought he was going to surprise me because he would never break his promise! He was that as a huge deal!


I called twice while I was on the way but there was still no answer.


Compose message:


Not answering are we?


No reply


I got there, ordered my drink and breakfast. No Khalid. He didn’t come. So I decided to head home at 8am.


Dialing Khaloodi


No answer


Compose message:


Uff Khalid you promised me! I'm gunna sleep don’t bother calling or messaging!

I went back home changed into my undies, read a couple of blogs and slept.













ITS BEEN THE LONGEST WINTER WITHOUT YOU

I DIDN’T KNOW WHERE TO TURN TOO

SEE SOMEHOW I CANT FORGET YOU

AFTER ALL THAT WEVE BEEN THROUGH


Khalid calling


Me: aloo


Khalid: 7abeeeeeeebty ya 3omri, baby lamooya!


Me: hmm?


Khalid: nayma?


Me: no *I was sooo asleeeep!*


Khalid: I'm so sorry! Ra7at 3alai noma


Me: ok


Khalid: I broke my promise! I didn’t mean to! I swear!


Me: mm I know *sleeping wallah!*


Khalid: laish mnafsa


Me: I'm not *msa6la*


Khalid: baby ill make it up to u


Me: nah its ok


Khalid: mbala I wanna c u today


Me: no I can't!


Khalid: why?


Me: I need to hang out with Rula


Khalid: betsafer today?


Me: yea


Khalid: bel salama inshalla


Me: ysalmik


Khalid: ok just for a few minutes, I wanna give you something


Me: 5 minutes


Khalid: 10


Me: 7


Khalid: deal mita?


Me: I'll call you in 3 hours


Khalid: why?


Me: bnam!


Khalid: I wanna talk to you baby, rethaitai?


Me: you have till 12 am to tratheeene


Khalid: ok ma ra7 nsoulif now?


Me: Khalid, wall I am tiered, ga3da min il 9ub7


Khalid: ok sweety sweet dreams


Me: bye


BEEEP BEEEEEP BEEP


*SNORE*


2 messages received

1 from Khalid: forgive me

2 from Khalid: baby I love you please don't leave me