Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Razeen (2)

Previously on Razeen…

Dareen: god help me!

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Dareen: show me his picture... bas I don’t want any 9admaat!

Lulu: ee ok, here it is...

Dareen: madrii, 6weel w th3eef w 5ashma kbeer w 3youna r too small hmm…

Lulu: maynoona? Iyanin!!

Dareen: hmm, ADREEEE he's perfect!!!! Show me ba3ad pics!!

Lulu: eb hathy m8ater, w eb hathy I think in sharm, w hathi I'm guessing bel gym w hathy bel sayara …

Dareen: stop! Go back!!

Lulu: ay 9oora tabeen?

Dareen: the one with the black shirt on

Lulu: hathee?

Dareen: ee

Lulu: laish?

Dareen: he's gorgeous!

Lulu: shelfarg bain hal 9oora w el bajii?

Dareen: he isn’t thin, jesma 7elw! W his eyes, feehum shai

Lulu: madri ashouf hal 9oora methel el bajii

Dareen stayed quiet looking at the picture of her "perfect man" he looks like a good guy, a guy that would fill her with love and passion, a guy that would be her man, her everything.

Dareen: shenu el pass? W shenu el email?

Lulu wrote the information down on a paper and left to go home after dinner.

As soon as Lulu left, Dareen went to her room opened the laptop and went on msn…

Uff waina?! Laish mu dash? Hehe Lulu mu 7a6a ela ohwa eb hal email? Hal bnaya maynoona!!

DING: Barak is online.

*3omra e6weel!*


Barak: halaw
Sara: hey
Barak: how are you?
Sara: fine you?
Barak: I'm not ok!
Sara: laish shfeek?
Barak: you promised me something!
Sara: shenu?
Barak: shda3wa ma tathkireen!
Sara: 9ij shenu ;s?


*what did lulu promise him?!*

Barak: yalla 3ad, 3an el dala3!
Sara: Barak shfeek! What did I promise? I forgot : (
Barak: you promised to open your cam for me
Sara: na3am? Sh8a9dik? 3aib 3alaik!
Barak: no no I just want to see shaklich!! 8a9de shareef wallah
Sara: ok ill put a pic on instead..
Barak: ok hehe:P

*min wain ayeebla pic al7een? Google!! Kah this one is good!!*
Sara changed her profile picture.
Barak: mu wath7a, aby '3airha
Sara: ma 3indi '3airha;(
Barak: yala 3aad

*ok wa7da shagra hehe this looks like the first one..*

Sara changed her profile picture.
Barak: hathi intai? Chathabaaa!!;p
Sara: lool laish?
Barak: la2ana ams 7a6aitai wa7da sha3arha aswad w elyoum wa7da shagra shlooon?
Sara: 9eba'3t sha3rii!!;p
Barak: yala 3aad ill open then you open ok?
Sara: yea
Barak: promise?
Sara: hehe yea
Barak opened web cam
Barak: haa shlone?
Sara: hehe you look nice
Barak: your turn
Sara: hehe ok only for 5 seconds!!
Barak: maashi 5 seconds

*shlone a7e6 cam! I never did this before! A5aaf he is a player:S ok kah my glasses, and kah el pillow 3ashan a8a6ee shakli w la y3arefny!!*

Sara: ok yala sawee accept;p!
Sara opened web cam
Sara: 1
Sara: 2
Barak: noooooooo
Sara: 3
Barak: Sara!
Sara: 4
Sara: 5

Web cam closed.

Sara: shfeek?
Barak: its not fair ba6lee 3adil!
Sara: la bas kafee!
Barak: please

*hehe ga3d ysawee 7arakaat bel cam shlone ma aba6el malii? *

Sara: hmm…Fine!

Monday, July 20, 2009

Razeen (1)


Lulu: Kalmeeh 7elw!!

Dareen: la no way!

Lulu: laish?

Dareen: cause I don’t know him! I'm not gunna randomly talk to a guy on face book!!

Lulu: well, I don’t wanna talk to him, I have someone, and shoufeeh he is hot, I already started talking to him..

Dareen: iyour imbad3a! hehe how did you talk?

Lulu: messages on facebook… and I thought it was going to be fun, but I can't anymore, I have someone… and he wants to add me on face book now, so talk to him, for fun hehe

Dareen: I don’t even know how he looks like! No 7aram!

Lulu: ok I'm opening the face book messages, read then then I'll show you his picture ok ?

Dareen: fine hehe

FACEBOOK:

Baraak
February 28 at 4:03pm
mno?


Sara
February 28 at 4:04pm
mu3jaba


Baraak
February 28 at 4:06pm
hmm?


Sara
February 28 at 4:08pm
ok listen,ive seen you alot and im interested.


Baraak
February 28 at 5:52pm
sorry bas i dont know u ;S o shno metwa83a eny ared 3alaich?

Sara
March 1 at 10:02am
im sorry:$


Baraak
March 1 at 1:34pm
np ;p

Sara
March 1 at 3:10pm
So can we be friends??


Baraak
March 1 at 5:37pm
ok np ;p

Sara
March 8 at 8:14pm
aw thanks;*so how are u?


Baraak
March 8 at 9:37pm
good how about ur self?;p

Sara
March 9 at 10:51pm
fine:)


Baraak
March 10 at 4:47am
doom enshallah hows school?;p


Sara
March 10 at 12:35pm
malal, u?


Baraak
March 10 at 2:29pm
dawam men el 8 lama 6 el ma'3arb malal werhaa8 :Pp u in ack?

Sara
March 10 at 7:08pm
allah y3eenek!! how about i get to know you better then ill tell :P


Baraak
March 10 at 11:41pm
Lol haha ok bas u gayla uv seen me alo may I ask wain?;p


Sara
March 11 at 5:15pm
ee u may:Pive seen u once in chocolate bar il bidi3 and twice in avenues


Baraak
March 11 at 11:54pm
Lol ola ana marOo7 el avenues w chocolate bar wayed bel sennah marah esh3arefach eb my name ba9edech :p

Sara
March 12 at 12:24am
ow;/ yemkin wrong person ana asfa


Baraak
March 12 at 6:36pm
maybe who knows ;p meta hal 7achy ely eb chocolate bar?


Baraak
March 12 at 6:37pm
raye7 lately ;p btw u ay sem eb ack?:p

Sara
March 12 at 6:51pm
around,,, 2 weeks ago... madriii a5aaf tkoun wrong person:Shoney im not in ack i just put that in, i study in dubai


Baraak
March 12 at 9:01pm
lol ok ;p bass ga3ed at2akad men ma3lomaty ;p hehe bass how ur not sure o u saw my pics bel FB account ;p anyway yemken ana o yemken la2 ;p entay o she6artech ;p u'll know ;p

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Sara
March 13 at 12:23am
haha well if u the guy or not doesnt matter anymore, cause sha6arti tgouli inik cuter than the guy and isloobik 3ajebny whether ur him or not:)

Sara
March 13 at 12:23am
ur*


Baraak
March 13 at 1:32am
Hehhehe merci ;p a7ragteny 9ara7a :p so entay 3ajbech el wath3 ena kelyoom 2 msgs bel fb ?

Baraak
March 13 at 1:33am
;p


Sara
March 13 at 8:27am
haha what do u mean?9ara7a maby i ask u for more a5af ur busy, i dont want to thagel;$u 3ajbik?


Baraak
March 13 at 2:59pm
Lol no kel esboo3 en5ale9 salfa may9eer cheenah wayed e6wala ;p want me 2 add u bel msn?(A)


Sara
March 13 at 11:57pm
ahahaha sure, whats your email?


Baraak
March 13 at 11:58pm
Baraak_**hotmail.com



Lulu: shrayech?

Dareen: laish you have a facebook account I don’t know about? W laish ib Dubai haha

Lulu: bas for fun!

Dareen: and what do you expect me to do?

Lulu: I started to talk to him on msn lately, so how about you continue..

Dareen: madri, I feel bad, eny akalem '3air 9ager

Lulu: noo la tkalmeeny just as friends and enjoy his company, w ba3dain you and 9ager barely kalamtaw ba3ath, bas msn, w maraaaaaat messages, w mara phone ib 3eed meeladich, w you never saw ela weya el group do bas, forget him!!

Dareen: hmm, madri we'll c…

Lulu: there are more lies hehe

Dareen: what? (Shocked)

Lulu: ee he thinks baba is dead hehe

Dareen: laish tfawleen ya 7mara hehe!

Lulu: it's not true!

Dareen: god help me!

Hurt 4

Previously on Hurt...
I ran out of starbucks and left him there just staring at me leave, I needed to breathe, I neededspace.
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I waited all this time for him, my sweetheart, my baby… do I want to be his? I'm his second? I'm standby? No. I won't be. I can't be. I deserve better!!

I needed time to think, to escape! I took the first flight back to Kuwait.

I arrived at 3am, the driver only knew I was coming and I told him not to tell mama, I saw the driver he came to take my bags into the car.

Driver: ahhh Tammy!! Mama not know you come?

Tammy: hiiii!! No don’t tell her! I want to surprise her!

Driver: ok wait here I will bring the car

Tammy: ok, I'm going to get something to drink and come.

I went into starbucks and ordered orange juice. Went back to the car which was parked in front of the door, I rode in the back seat, listened to my iPod and closed my eyes.

Driver: Tammy!

Tammy: huh?

Driver: we are here!

I looked at my watch and it was 3: 30am, I called my nannies cell and she opened the door, she knew it was a surprise too. We had our hugs and kisses and I headed to my room. I took off my trainers and took a shower, wore my pajamas and slept like a baby. I was home! I left my phones switched off, I needed time alone.

The next day
Mama's yammering outside my door woke me up, but I stayed in bed acting asleep.
Mama: Jema (my nanny) why did you forget to clean here? And here? And here? What have you been doing all day? Did you clean the children's rooms?

Jema: hehehe yes madam hehe

Mama: why are you laughing? Am I joking with you? Why didn’t you clean today?

Jema: I did hehehehehehehe

Mama: ohhhhhhhhhhhhh JEMA!

Then I heard her footsteps walk away, and I fell asleep, moments later.

Mama: you cleaned her room?

Jema: madam no no very dirty don’t go inside I will clean today hehehe

Mama: ok move

Jema: no madam, you want tea? (blocking her from opening Tammy's closed door)

Mama: ok I want tea

Jema: ok (she walked away stupidly thinking mama gave up)

Mama opened the door and found nothing, the bed was set, and everything… she went in giving her back to the bathroom.

Mama: why didn’t you clean the bed! It's all messed up! Clean it all today! (she seemed disappointed, she thought she was going to be surprised by me..)

They left the room and mama's footsteps lead to down stairs. I looked at the time and it was 2:10 pm, mama, Jenan and baba eat at 2:30pm
I rushed and washed up wore something nice (jeans and a white vintage top) and watched mama sit in her place calling out for everyone to eat. Baba came and sat at the head of the table, mama on the side next to him and Jenan in front of mama. I usually sat beside mama or Jenan. Jenan saw me in the kitchen we said our hellos quietly, she started crying, and I told her not to go in till I did. So I came in casually kissed mama on the cheek and baba's head and sat next to mama. They thought I was Jenan not really looking at my face.

Baba: ha Jenan shlone senior year?

Tammy: ma adre babatii

Jenan came in.
Jenan: ha mama shenu el '3ada?

As soon as she came in they both looked up at me.

Mama: BINTIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

She stood up started crying and I went and hugged her.

Baba: hahaha wallah ya Tamara inich mu hayna hahaha

I hugged baba and he had a tear in his eye. I love them so much! So we sat ate, mama was OVER excited! We decided to go out as girls, me mama and Jenan. Then baba would come for dinner after work.

I wish I could stay and not go back..

New?

Hey ;** I'm sorry I haven't been posting but I'm not feeling the story lately, I don't feel like continuing it cause I have a better story in mind, so how about I write the new story, and when I feel comfortable with the second one I'll continue it? What do all my readers think? :$

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Stuck?

hey everyone I am so sorry but I am stuck, give me a couple of days and I will be back;*

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Hurt 3

Previously on Hurt...

We ate dinner and I excused myself earlier than usual, and went to my apartment, which was still in front of theirs. And silently cried myself to sleep. I cried for me, for what I have become, I cried for the empty bed I was sleeping in all alone, I cried for the several times dist 3ala nafse for a guy. I cried for me

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I woke up with my phone ringing "Te2a5artai - rashed al majed"

Tammy: aloo *sleepy voice*

Mama: 9aba7 el 5air mama!

Tammy: 9aba7 el nour mama

Mama: mita et3a6leen 7abeebty, 3irs fa6ma bint 5altich garab

Tammy: inshalla mama, i might come earlier than planned

Mama: inshalla mama, ma3a el salama

Tammy: bye

I missed my mom! I really wanted to see her soon, and with everything happening around me, I
want to be there as soon as possible!!

As soon as I closed the phone it rang again

Tammy: hmm?

3abdullah: Tamara. (serious voice)

Tammy: whats wrong? (he never called me that unless there was something wrong)

3abdullah: meet me at starbucks in 10 minutes its important

Tammy: alright

I closed the phone, rushed to wash my face, I wore my trainers, ponytailed my hair and got to

starbucks in 13 minutes. He was there, sitting on the couch with two drinks infront of him, mine
and his, since he knew what I always ordered. He looked sad, like he needed someone to hold
him, like he missed me, like he felt my pain.

As soon as he saw me he waved his hands and gestured me to go over to him. We said our hellos,
then I sat and drank a couple of sips from my latte.

Tammy: 3abood shfeek, you seem so sad!

3abdullah: I don’t know how to say this
T: how to say what?


3: that im not in love with her and never will be

I looked at him with tears in my eyes, what was he trying to say??

T: na3am?

3: I cant love 7essa, I don’t love her.

T: then who do you love

he looked up into my eyes

3: i love you

T: huh?

3: i still love you, i love everything about you!

T: stop! stop! this wont work! (i broke down)

3: why wont it work, baby don’t cry, we can make this work. (he held my arm)

T: she is carrying your baby... (i eventually blurted)

3: its not meant to be this way, its our baby, Tammy ana ma agdar ag3ad weyaha she is life less!
The look you had broke my heart last night, and when you left i knew you were going home to
cry your heart out, but i was stuck with her, i wanted you to be in my arms so i could calm you down but I couldn’t.

T: then why did you?! why did you go to her? why did you marry her? why did you put us
through this? why did you become her’s? (i managed to say this in one breath)

3: i had to! Im their only son! my father was sick, and he demanded that, I didn’t want to risk my fathers health, or wishes! you don’t know what its like to be me! but i was you now im choosing you!

it was killing me! what was i suppose to do? am i suppose to agree with him? but what about
7essa? she loves him! its not her fault. i looked at him with a blank face, what should i do i
thought...



T: adre 7abebe but what should we do now? What’s done is done. Ana rada el Kuwait in a week,
then im coming back in January for the next course.

3: don’t let me go,,(he held my hands in his)

T: I have no choice, you have a wife and shell make you feel better I promise you that.

3: don’t say that (tears of hurt and confusion and rage filled his eyes) STOP! YOU CANT LEAVE
ME! I NEED YOU! YOU CANT LET ME GO! I HAVE NOTHING WITHOUT YOU! STOP THIS!
GOD LOU 7ASA FEENY AL7EEN! BABY PLEASE…DON’T LEMME GO I NEED….

T: I love you

I knew these 3 words would calm him down in a matter of seconds… he came close to me and
hugged me real tight

3: I don’t know what to do without you, I have been living for you not her, and she knows that,
(he moved away and looked at me while I was looking down) ana baye at8adamlich in a matter
of months

I looked at him shocked with what he was saying!

T: and 7essa?

3: we are having a divorce

T: WHAT?

3: we both want that baby, there is no love between us! She is in love with her cousin and im in
love with you

T: and the baby?

3: her cousin talked to me and they are getting married after the baby is born, and well get
married in a couple of months, and the baby will be brought up with both us and them, we
decided to be close friends, and well hang out all the time, the four of us, and from what I have
known her cousin is amazing, and he is open minded, we wanted to tell you yesterday but you
left early and 7essa didn’t want to confuse you, so we decided that I would tell you w lama 7asait
ina you were backing of madri sh9ar feeny, ma kentia ma36yatny fur9a ashra7lich!

T: la7tha!

3: shenu?

T: ya3ni im yours?

3: yea

T: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I screamed and jumped into his arms I could
believe what I was hearing!

3: you’re my bride!!!



i ran out of starbuck and left him there just staring at me leave, i needed to breathe, i needed
space.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Hurt 2

Sorry for the short post;*

Previously on Hurt...
We spent the last 2 weeks together then he left to Kuwait, and brought back his bride 2 weeks after…

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2 years passed

3abdullah, 7essa (his wife), and I shared each day together. 7essa was open minded; I let her in to my life as she let me into her life. She knew about me and 3abdullah's past. When he fist told her about me all she said was, "we can all be friends right?" at that moment he fell in love with her, her open mind, her bubbly personality, her fun spirit.
She gave us our space. But shockingly the more space she gave us the less we felt towards each other and the more I was happy for them. She was beautiful, with her long black hair and her dark skin and light eyes. She was tall with a curvy body which she knew how to style. 7essa and I grew so close to each other! We hung out alone all the time, we went shopping, we had our girl bonds together. Every time she had problems with 3abdullah I helped her get through them, and talked to 3abdullah for her.

February 3rd

Incoming call

7essa: 7ayatiii!!

Me: hey sweety! How are you?

7essa: fine! Come over tonight! For dinner

Me: hehe ok at what time?

7essa: 7

Me: I'll be there

I was there with jeans and a simple white top, I didn’t like over dressing if Abdullah was there so no memories came back. We were all happy this way.

3abdullah opened the door welcoming me in with a big hug and we went into their living room. Sat on the couch. He had this spark in his eye, an unusual spark.

Tammy: 3abood what's wrong?

3abdullah: I want 7essa to tell you!!

Tammy: wainha?

3abdullah: 7ESSSAA!!! (he called out)

7essa: kani kani, baby wait.

Tammy: 7esso yalla!!

7essa: hehe kani kani.

7essa went and sat on 3abdullah's lap.

Tammy: so spill you two!

7essa: this is a present for you

7essa handed me a little box. I opened it to find a baby shoe.

3abdullah: turn the shoe! (They both giggled)

I turned the shoe wela katbeenlii:

To aunty Tammy, mommy is two months pregnant with me, and if I'm a girl my name is going to be Tammy too, please love me, congratulations xoxo

I looked up to find them both smiling, my heart ached, I know that we supposedly moved on, but I always wondered what if we ended up together, what if?

I hugged them both tearing from hurt!

3abdulla: shfeeech ya m3awda laish tabcheen?!

7essa: enta shtabe! They are tears of joy!

Tammy: yea hehe (I can't breathe!)

We ate dinner and I excused myself earlier than usual, and went to my apartment, which was still in front of theirs. And silently cried myself to sleep. I cried for me, for what I have become, I cried for the empty bed I was sleeping in all alone, I cried for the several times dist 3ala nafse for a guy. I cried for me.

Monday, July 6, 2009

Hurt 1

Ok so I decided to write a new story, it isn’t true though… just bare with me cause I need to take care of my family and I promise ill try posting every now and then!! I hope you enjoy it;*
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Hi everyone my name is Tamara. You can call me Tammy… I'm sure you all heard about me… well if you didn’t then let me tell you a bit about me. I'm your typical Kuwaiti girl, the one you always see dressed up in the latest fashion, I always have makeup on, I'm brunette, tall, tanned, and I have sharp features. My body is well curved, I work out regularly. It seems that I have everything, do I really?


I have been in several serious relationships. Well, two to be specific. The first one was with this guy called Ahmed. He was the ultimate bad boy but he was still my everything! We had a great time together for 3 years straight!! We met in London on my first year of university, and our apartments were somewhat close to each other. The most fun a girl could have was with him, but he played around a lot too!! I caught him five times with other girls. He came running back every time claiming I was the "one". But the way I caught him with the fifth, I just gave up on him!!

*Flash back*

Tammy: 7abeeby you promised me ina you stopped! This is the fourth time I have caught you with a girl!

Ahmed: baby! Tammy! This is me sweety! (making me fall for his charm as usual) I'm sorry beautiful.

T: yea whatever!

A: I swear ya 3omri! Ok you want me to make it up to you?

I eyed him, waiting for him to present his "making it up"

A: tomorrow at 8pm! Not earlier! Well meet at my place and I'll have a big surprise for you.

T: mashy ya ahmad! Ana mashya tabe shai?

A: amoot 3al 3a9abia, I love it when you speak Arabic

T: ok lemme go I wanna leave

I was struggling to move out of his big grip, he pulled me and sat me onto his lap.

T: stoooop!! *giggling*

A: so you like it when I tickle you huh? *laughing at my giggles*

T: baby stop I have to go home (he let me go). Bye (I kissed his lips and left)

I got home took a bath, I got out of the shower, saw his few missed calls but I didn’t reply indicating that I'm still not fine with catching him with yet ANOTHER girl. I changed into my lacy underwear and moisturized my body up and when to sleep. What a nice sleep I have not knowing what was facing me the day after.

I woke up at 12pm! I went to the beauty parlor fixed my nails and colored them with a dark shade or red to match up with my tanned color, waxed my body, styled my hair into big curls, so the lighter streaks shined to the outer side. Just the way he likes it.

I got home and it was 6pm, what harm was it if I went a little early right? So I wore a mini black dress, with my back revealed, I accessorized in silver and wore my red heels. My make up was simple as usual, the fine eyeliner line with a brush of blush and red lipstick.

I was ready to take off, I made sure everything was closed, all the windows, the stove, the door. I knew I was sleeping over at his place tonight. I got to the elevator wore my coat, and pressed -1 while looking at myself in the mirror and fixing anything extra that needed fixing. I took out my phone

Compose message: I know it's still 6:30 ;( but I'm on the way baby;*

I stared at my phone for a couple of minutes? Should I send it? Hmm no! I want to surprise him; I smiled at my thought and to his reaction. I deleted the message.

The elevator opened, and I lifted my head to find the perfect angel! He had broad shoulders, his brown hair, his tanned skin, and his hazel eyes. He smiled to me as I smiled back and got out of the elevator. I turned back to look at him one more time but the elevator was already heading up…

It took me exactly 3 minutes to get to Ahmed's apartment, I knew where the key was hidden so I let myself in. the house was filled with lighted up candles. I heard giggling, a girls giggling!

I went into his room smashing the door to the wall!

Tammy: this is you making it up to me?!

Ahmed: it's not what you think!

Tammy: it's not what I think?! You're both in bed together! NAKED!

The girl: what's her problem?!

Ahmed: shut up! (He shoved her off of him)

I had a lot to say that day, but I didn’t want to, cause if I did he was going to find his way back into my heart someway, so I just left. I spent days and days crying until I met Abdullah…



Obviously the second was Abdullah. He was the perfect man, he loved me more than life itself, we had adventures together, we did everything together, and we practically lived together. This is the story behind us…

*Flash back Abdullah's side*

I hate moving apartments! But I guess this one is going to be bigger and closer to the university! I was waiting for the elevator to open up so I can go up and finally relax after a long day of finishing up my apartment. I had coffee in my hand and I looked so tiered. The elevator opened and I found the hottest girl yet! She was gorgeous; I couldn’t help but smile to her. She was probably not interested and had somewhere to be so I just took the elevator up to the third floor thinking of her till I fell asleep.

I woke up half an hour later to hear someone crying outside my door, hurtful cries. I rushed to my door and opened it, but there was no one. It was the apartment in front of me. Someone just got in and locked the door. So I went up to their door and knocked the door.

A girl: Ahmed! Shtabe bas ana malait!!

Abdullah: Ana mu Ahmad ba6lai el bab! Please just open the door!

The girl finally opened the door. She was in a short black dress and she was crying her eyes out. She was Kuwaiti!! Oh shit! I'm in my training pants, topless! Before I could turn and leave she closed the door. I got her coat and put it on her to cover her up.

A: shfeech yuba la tabcheen, tara el denya ma teswa

She just smiled, that innocent smile.

T: I know I don’t know you, bas your Kuwaiti 9a7?

A: yea..

T: can you hang around here till I change and come back, I need company.

A: whatever you need…

I went and sat on the couch watching TV and barely opening my eyes when ten minutes later she came out dressed in well covered trainers.

She explained what happened to me and I enjoyed listening to her. At 12am we called it a night and I left to my apartment. There is something different in that girl, what could it be?

*Tammy's Flash back of their breakup*

2 years later

We were sitting in starbucks. I was wearing a casual dress and he was wearing jeans, a black polo, and a sweater. It was so cold this time of year.

He looked at me with hurt, confusion, tears in his eyes.
Tammy: baby shfeek?

Abdullah: my parents…

Tammy: shfeehum?

Abdullah:….

T: baby what's wrong? (I stroke his arm)

Abdullah: umi e56ebatly wa7da, and they are forcing me to marry her

I looked at him questioning whether this was a joke?! When I realized it was not I burst into tears.

T: I don’t care! Talk to them! You're not going to marry her! Your mine baby please (crying)

A: I know baby, I know. Don’t cry. Baby their decision is made.

T: what about me? What about us?

A: I know baby I'm dying here.

He held my hand and we both drained ourselves.

T: I have to let you go?

A: no baby!

T: then?

A: I'll do whatever you want!

T: be here for me, whenever I need you, be my friend be mine even when you're with her, think of me.

A: and just like we always agreed, if anything happens, I'm going to call my daughter with your name. And baby if things aren’t working out with me and her, I'm going to divorce her and marry you alright baby?

T: yea baby (crying). Bas shlone banam belail bedounik? Menu benayemny?!

A: akeed ana! Kil laila bakalmich w banaymich, la t7ateen!

T: what about her

A: bafahemha kilshai, w etha ma fhemat kaifha!

T: hehe ok (smiled within my cries)

A: and if you find someone

T: agoolik 3ala 6ool!

A: hathy bnayte!

We spent the last 2 weeks together then he left to Kuwait, and brought back his bride 2 weeks after…

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Hey everyone! I'm back with a new story! This story is fully dedicated to Micky;* I love all my readers and bloggers!! I hope you like it;** Btw I need to know something, do you all want bad parts or do you want the story to be fully clean with no bad parts? its your call;*