Part 49

You guys I'm so sorry but I have a lot of things happening these couple of days, family is flying in and out for a wedding so I'm trying to give you mini parts till I'm completely back;****

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I sat there talking with enthusiasm, I told him about the days we met and how we were as kids, I told him everything we talked about, everything we did, I told him about Jassim and Hala, I told him about our precious kisses, hugs, how romantic he was.

2 hours later

Me: haha w mara you traveled without telling me and I got SOOO mad!!

Khalid: lol are you serious?

KNOCK KNOCK

Khalid: come in

Waiter: sir, madam, do you want to order sweets?

Khalid: tabeen 7ubi?

Me: hmm la not from here

Khalid: no thank you, just green tea please

Me: make that two

Waiter: ok sir

She left the room and closed the door behind her.

Khalid: we have been through a lot huh?

Me: yea *I looked down, I missed him, I swear, no one would understand but I did*

Khalid: how many months were we together?

Me: hmm, may, june…..april… OMG

Khalid: what?

Me: our one year anniversary would be… after tomorrow!

Khalid: *speechless*

I had tears in my eyes, readers please try to understand me, I was in love with a man I shared everything with! We did everything together! We thought alike! And at the end he forgets it all. He doesn’t even remember me, he doesn’t love me in the same way or as much, and he doesn’t know all the things we did together. AND our anniversary is in 2 days! That’s the day we are suppose to give each other things, and that’s suppose to be when we remember everything we did in the past year, but where is that person? Imagine you are in my place! At least if he died (l7amdillah he didn't) but if he did! I would still celebrate it alone with all the memories of him knowing that he left me with all of these wonderful days. But to be with someone you will have to celebrate this day with! A person that has no connection with your past. The same person that left all the memories to you and every time you see him/her you want to blurt out an "inside joke" but cant because this person now is like any random person and wouldn’t get it!































It hurt. My heart hurt. My throat hurt. I felt like knives were piercing into it. Tears escaped me eyes and rolled off of my cheeks. I wanted him to be like "HAHA JOKING I REMEMBER" or "GOT YA!" but he sat there just staring at me.

KNOCK KNOCK

Waiter: here are your tea sir

Khalid: thanks

Waiter: welcome

And she left the room

All I felt was his warm hand hold mine.

Khalid: don’t cry, I told you I'm going to try fixing everything.

Me: *I smiled with sorrow*