Monday, April 6, 2009

Depressed.

You guys, I can't write. I'm so depressed and I have no idea why! Yet, everything is going perfectly in my life!

I have everything I can ask for but I'm not happy.












I'm depressed.


I don’t know why! And I don’t know what to do. I want to continue my story but I just don’t have it in me to. I don’t know what to do anymore, and I don’t want to tell anyone else. Everything is going great except for me! I'm NOT HAPPY! SERIOUSLY!

I just want to sleep or cry or do something depressing, because each time I do something fun I get more depressed! I don’t know what to do ;s I'm desperate!






Suicide?

13 comments:

  1. Babe I know how you feel and its totaly normal. Sometimes people, even if their happy feel depressed sometimes. Everyone alwasys knows the reason but if they dont then it just means its a small phase and it will soon pass. I sometimes feel depressed for no apparent reason , and theres no reason to it. its nothing to get worrid about. For now hang tight and try to do something fun, yeah its hard and makes u more depressed but try. Theres nothing wrong with you, but sometimes it happens. Im not pressurng u to continue ur post, no one is. You take your time get better then continue. Your health comes first. Bs lat 5afeen ur fine its just a small phase and it will soon come topass, like i said.

    Its just like when u PMS for no apprent reason, or cry for no apparent reason, some ppl have that. and this is just an emotion the same as the rest that occured. It might last a bit but its ok you will be fine.

    But if you feel that sometimes is really wrong like a reason to be depressed then try to talk to someone close to you. Or you can and always are welcome to discuss it here. I dont judge and im sure no body elese does.

    And no suicide st'3forallah ! lat goleen kitha please ! :S

    Bd3eelik 7beebty.. inshallah u'll feel better soon.

    XXX - D

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  2. something is really wrong... *

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  3. u said u just gave birth 9a7? recently? dnt u think its the hormones working?

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  4. Exactley what sugar said.

    your hormones. u might be having postpartum depression.. and thats totaly normal for osme mothers to feel after giving birth. just be careful and take care of yourself and NO SUICIDE! Walla la ajo akasrik :P


    xxx - D

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  5. i think it's normal for women who had just given birth.. 6ab3an mo kelhum nafs the intensity bas ina it happens.. 7awlay mat7i6een hal fikra ib balich.. enjoy urself gha9ib, i think i've become a pro at that, ina agi9 3ala nafsy lol
    la tista3yilain 3ala the story, it's ok 7bebty ;*
    get those spirits up, i dont think Misk likes seeing her mama frown ;p
    ;***

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  6. I would go buy some ice cream and chocolate
    and some movies and watch them :)
    that always helps me get out of my depression mood :)

    Oh why not watch madagascar (the penguin rock) you will laugh you head off

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  7. boo hooo.. cry me a river.. then build me a bridge..

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  8. WTF KILI ZA8 ANONYMOUSE .. MEEN 8AL YBY RA2YIK

    I7TERIMI NFSIK !! 8ELAT ADAB 3EEB 3LEEKI!!

    Dont pay attention to her babe 5ara f shklaha ..

    tc and remember what me and sugar said ;**

    luv u !! :D :D

    XXXXX - D

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  9. i think thid is postpartum depression galby ;**

    try talking to someone, like your hubby or mom, about it =)

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  10. Susy.Q :
    Ee I know what you mean!! Inshalla I'm gunna be getting out in a few days after the arbi3een and inshallah everything will be fine!!
    eeeee its just like when u PMS bas worst;/
    ee ya3ni no reason , bas chethy…;s
    inshalla 7abeebty, I'm sorry;$;*

    teslimeeen
    ;**
    sugar :
    eee mama says that’s the reason… inshalla it is, w it stops soon;/

    Susy.Q :
    Hahaha ee true, 5alaa9 no suicide;**
    S :
    Haha inshalla, lama I leave home, SOOOOOOOOOOOOON! It's so boring here! I hate this home;/ I want my home ;(

    CuteandCuddly :
    Eeeeeeeeee chocolate, YUM! I did eat a lot ;p and I watched, bride wars, haha it was cute;*
    Anonymous :
    Ur not helping.
    Susy.Q :
    Inshalla :* 7ayaati intai kilshai wala t3a9been sweety, la ta36eenha ihtemam, itha she ddnt care enough she wouldn’t have cared to comment w read the blog till now...;*
    ĐǻñĎõøðñ :
    Inshalla, ee I talked to mama and she says the same and inshalla it'll go soon, id3ooly plz;$

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  11. La walla mn jd 3a9abatni thee .. wsh feeha 5ara... sorry 3am asib bs wsh tha 8elat 7aya .. lw kitha lesh tktb comment! Abdan ma a6eee8 il 7arakat il kitha. and what r u saying sorry for LOL.. ma saweeti shay..

    feel better.. u9lan its been a day so how are you now? Inshallah better.

    Almhm intabhy 3ala 7alik..

    xxx - D

    p.s nseet tra, bs this is a true story 97? (ur blog)

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  12. la 7ubi 3adi;* i understand, w she deserves it!
    im better, mar 3alai my husband rad min il sidar w ga3ad weyay shwai so i feel better, l7amdillah...

    ee 7abeebty true;*

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  13. 6yb L.7mdela 9irti zeina. ;*

    XXX - D

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