Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Me

This post is to see where your minds will take you;p
I'm sure you all know that my name isn't "Lama",, and none of you are sure if this is a real story or not,,,

For the people who think this story is real :
Who do you think my personality is like from the girls you know...

For the people that think this story is fake:
Who do you think I am from the girls you know...

You can have 5 names, and just first names, with the letter of the last name;P

Example:

Real story:
1-dana o.
2-hala i.
3-lama f.
4-jula d.
5-kala j.

Fake story:
1-bebe m.
2-yasmeena o.
3-lolowa b.
4-reem a.
5-Jana a.


Get it? Lets ok;**

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Part 52

Sorry 3al g9oor, there are bad parts, Im am WARNING you!
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Back in Kuwait …
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Messaging Khalid:


I miss you


1 message from Khalid:

I do too baby


Messaging Khalid:


Mu kethry;*

1 message from Khalid:


Your right! Cause ana more;*


I smiled at his message, I was so happy my Khalid was back, I had a second chance with him, and I respected all the rules now, and I really didn’t care, we were getting MARRRRRRIED!!


The wedding was a week away, and it was hectic for me. I had to do everything, because I didn’t want anyone like my mom or sisters to mess it up for me. I wanted the perfect wedding!

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4 days before the wedding


Khalid and I were out getting ice-cream, celebrating the few days we had left as a non married couple…


" When I think back On these times And the dreams We left behind I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed to get To have you in my life When I look back On these days I'll look and see your face You were right there for me In my dreams I'll always see you soar Above the sky In my heart There always be a place For you for all my life I'll keep a part Of you with me And everywhere I am There you'll be "


Khalid lowered the music


Khalid: Lama


Me: hmm?


Khalid: if I ever lied to you would u forgive me?


Me: *shocked* it depends


Khalid: would you eventually forgive me?


Me: yea I guess


Khalid: ok, shfeech btabcheen?


Me: ib shenu you lied?


Khalid: no baby nothing im just asking


Me: sure?


Khalid: yea


Me: I would rather know minik than to be told by someone else


Khalid: I promise *kissed my hand*


Why would he ask me that? Is he cheating on me? NO! he wouldn’t! its 5aloodi, I love him so much! He is my baby! He was probably just asking, forget about it lama!


I went home that night thinking about everything we talked about that day… I trust

him.. Well I think I do..



The next day I woke at 5 pm up to find 7 missed calls and 1 message.


2 missed calls: mama


1 missed call: 5a6eeby;*


4 missed calls: Hala


1 message from Khalid: 9aba7 il 5air ya ajmal warda, I can't wait till you're in my arms In two days … I'm never going to let you go baby;*


Dialing 5a6eebi;**


Me: Alo *sleepy voice*


Khalid: 7ayati, tawich ga3da?


Me: yea


Khalid: you sound so sexy


Me: hehe don’t lie


Khalid: I swear you do!


Me: emwah


Khalid: fedaitich!


Me: baby bacher bakoun ib your arms!


Khalid: I can't wait!


Me: me neither


Khalid: what are you going to be wearing


Me: nothing.


Khalid: 9ij walla?! *excited*


Me: no hehe


Khalid: 3ayal?


Me: shenu tabeeny albis?


Khalid: something sexy


Me: ok I'll give you choices and you'll get to pick alright?


Khalid: ok, go!


Me: I have a mini lingerie white dress that’s see through, puts my breasts out with a thong… or a white bra with a thong,,, or…


Khalid: shhh


Me: shfeek?


Khalid: I want you


Me: now?


Khalid: yea


Me: hmm ,, you can wait


Khalid: no I can't, I have been telling you I want you for so long and you have been

making me wait for months now


Me: baby isn’t that what you wanted from the beginning?


Khalid: yea baby, before we were married, but now we are officially malcheen!


Me: hmm


Khalid: baby please, I can't take this anymore!


Me: wain?


Khalid: my house


Me: your family?


Khalid: chalet


Me: what should I wear?


Khalid: surprise me


Me: when?


Khalid: now.


Me: bye.


I rushed out of bed and into the bathroom, washed up and wore my black lingerie, it was like a dress that covered my ass and I was wearing a thong, it looked hot with my short hair and my smoky make up, I wore a "easy to open" dress with heels, I put perfume on and as I was about to leave the house..


Mama: Lama shhal kash5a, wain ray7a?


Me: baroo7 ashouf Khalid!


Mama: wain mama?


Me: ib baithum


Mama: 5altich tawha mkalmatne w ahalah mu bel bait!



Me: ee adre yoma *UFFFF WAHGA SHAGOOL*


Mama: *smiling* mama I know your official bas wait till bacher…


Me: mama!!! Rayle, w kaifi BYE! *I was just angry out of embarrassment!*


Mama: hahahahahahahahhahahaha


I left the house and when I got to his I called him…


Me: alo


Khalid: come in


Me: ay baab?


Khalid: ely jedaam


Me: bas,,, el neighbors


Khalid: shfeech? Mu murty?


Me: mbala *shy*


Khalid: yala bye


He opened the door and he was wearing a gamee9 and jeans, he had a dirty beard the way I liked it… and his smell, it was amazing!


PEOPLE! I haven’t kissed him or touched him in any sexual way for around a year now! I missed him, I wanted him, I needed him!


Khalid leaned in to kiss me but I walked into the 9ala and sat on the couch, it was so romantic how there were candles everywhere, he closed the shades, locked both doors so no one comes in.


Me: a5aaf a7ad eye..


Khalid: la baby I messaged them and told them not to come back home tonight, and kalamt my mom to talk to yours so that my mom would sleep at your house tonight cause your sleeping here.


Me: Ya fashlity! *shy!*


Khalid: we need to talk before we do anything, because I don’t want you to regret anything…


Me: what baby?


He sat next to me and looked me in the eyes


Khalid: t7ibeeny?


Me: ofcourse


Khalid: meta akthar now or gabel?


Me: 9ara7a? now!


Khalid: baby, don’t get mad from what I'm about to say, but I didn’t regain my memory back... not of you at least… but I fell in love with you again, and the only reason I didn’t tell you this is because I didn’t want you to leave me, I needed another chance…


Me: ok


Khalid: ok?


Me: I'm shocked


Khalid: I know baby I'm sorry *he pulled me closer to him*


Me: I love you,,, that’s all I care about, and I'm so happy you did that


Khalid: so happy?


Me: you promised me you were never going to let me go, and you didn’t, you held on tight, all the way


He kissed my head


Khalid: I have something for you


Me: what is it?


He took me to his room, where there was a small box on his bed


Khalid: open it


I opened the box and there was a necklace that said "KL"


Me: allah!! I love it!


Khalid put the necklace on for me, took the box off the bed, and started to kiss me, on the lips, I missed this kiss, I loaned for it… I kissed him back as I took his shirt off, he went back


Khalid: show me what your wearing


Me: sit down here *I pointed to the bed*


He sat down just wearing his jeans and his body looked so hot, manly and muscular, with his legs open wide, I stood in between them and started to slowly open the
buttons of my dress till it was off…



Khalid: turn around


I slowly turned around showing off my body to my husband…


Me: 7elw (dala3)


Khalid: 7elw mama 7elw


I stood facing him, he was touching me all over, as if it was the first time he has seen a girl in front of him which I loved, he felt me body up slowly with his warm hand, then
picked me up and slowly placed me on the bed…


Khalid: you want me?


Me: mhm *looking into his eyes*



Khalid slowly took off my dress and felt up my breasts, then took off my thong till I
was completely naked, I took off his pants and his boxers… he started to kiss me on my neck and my breasts, till we were both turned on to our limits…



Khalid: ada5la?




Me: a5aaf



Khalid: min shenu?




Me: aa5aaf y3awer *I looked down shyly*



Khalid: la baby ana ma a3awerich




Me: akeed?



Khalid: yea baby when you get hurt tell me to stop mashy?



Me: yalla… *he slowly put it in, and I slowly moaned, the more he slowly and delicatly put it in the more I moaned* stop, stop!



Khalid: baby bas da5alt shwaia



Me: iy3awer



My eyes were tearing, I was hurt


We went through that a couple of times, every time it went in deeper and deeper till it was fully in, I moaned so much at that point, and I bled a lot,,, we cuddled for a while, and I was crying, I was hurt, he hugged my tight


Khalid: baby la tabcheen


Me: *crying*


Khalid: I know it hurts baby, bas you have to go through this, your going to enjoy it later on, baby please stop crying…


What is wrong with me? I couldn’t stop crying


Khalid: yal daloo3a basich *he kissed my upper back*


Me: mu daloo3a, Khaloodi, you aren’t feeling what I'm feeling!


Khalid: I know baby I know, just bare with me…


We slept in each other's arms that night.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Inah lillah wa ina illayhi raji3oon.

Inah lillah wa ina illayhi raji3oon.

One of my closest friends passed away, and this is the reason i am not being able to continue the story, so please all i need is support, not harsh comments, just bare with me, i need you all.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Sara

Hi everyone, my friend, Sara, has a problem she is facing and she talked to me about it, I gave her my opinion but she wanted yours too… I told her to write it up, so here it goes… love you;**

"I have a problem, please help me out...
My boyfriend and I have a healthy and stable relationship. When we were about to get into trouble with my family, he opened up to his mother about me. (This all happened behind my back).His mother agreed but he was sure his father wasn't going to. Then he changed towards me, he fought for any reason and screamed a lot... I was very patient and when I asked why that was he explained everything to me and told me that his father was probably not going to say yes for a reason he mentioned... and that he was acting different so I can give up on him, which I didn't do.

I decided that I was better off without him and left him two weeks ago. Today, we hit into each other, accidently at his university, while I was picking up a friend. He came up to me and he was like, "I got a message that you were here and I jumped out of class to see you" I smiled and excused myself and left. An hour later he messaged me telling me how much he was sorry and that he couldn't live without me and that he will stand up for me. He also came by to my house and dropped off a letter that explained what happened and how much he regretted it. I called him back and told him how much I was hurt and that I loved him but I really don't want to ruin his relationship with his father. He agreed and apologized a lot and promised not to hurt me again and that he would stand up for us to be together. I love him. He gave me a couple of days to figure it out, and see if I'm willing to get back with him, what should I do? I'm lost :(

Shasawe?"

New?

hey everyone, i was thinking of finishing up my story in a reallly long post, then starting a new one... agree?

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Part 51

Hey everyone thanks for your support;*
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Previously on Me Myself and I:


Khalid: I remember.Me: you remember?Khalid: I remember youMe: BABY REALLY? *my eyes were full of tears by now!*Khalid: ee 7ubi, I remember youMe: baby!!I hugged him and he carried me and started to kiss my headKhalid: but we are changing a lot.


Me: what do you mean baby?


Khalid: ya3ni no more playing around, and acting childish, no more kissing hugging and such things, I'm going to forget the past now, all the stupid things we did, bas I don’t want anything to ruin us baby, ana shareech, I want you, and not in the same way I did, I don’t want your body, I want you, the Lama that stayed up with me in the hospital and helped me regain my memory, I want the Lama that is thoughtful, and I'm sure after we get married well do everything your dirty mind desires. *he grinned*


Me: you mean your dirty mind *I was shy, I bit my lower lip and looked down*


Khalid: ya3ni mista7ya ma3a il wayh? *he smiled*


Me: I looked up into his eyes and pecked him sexy lips.


He pushed me away.


Khalid: I'm not going to tell you again. *his face expression changed into rage*


I looked down with a tear in my eye. Our bodies were still close though, so he hugged me closer to him, and whispered into my ear.


Khalid: baby, please I don’t want to lose you so stop this.


I was embarrassed, how I could be in this situation, love needs more than just "love" and "feelings" I needed the lust too!! I needed his touch and kiss…



5 months passed



There was a month to the wedding…We never talked about the past a lot since we had our minds set on the wedding date which was in a month. Khalid, Um Khalid, Me, and Mama traveled to Paris and Italy to get our dresses and wedding things. Khalid and I couldn’t be alone for more than 10 minutes with our mothers around. We never talked about us it was all about the wedding… I'm sure brides know what I am talking about!! The only thing we really did talk about alone was our HONEYMOON!!


He couldn’t regain his memory of our plans so I helped him, and he made the arraignments. We were to travel the next morning after the wedding. We were going to go back to Italy and take a cruise around Europe.



*PARIS*


Khaloodi and I were eating breakfast in our hotel down stairs.


Khalid: cruise ib shar6!


Me: shenu?


Khalid: talbiseenly bikini! *his face turned red*


Me: ee I know baby!!


Khalid: wain our mothers?


Me: naymeen


Khalid: laish what time is it?


Me: 9 am!!


Khalid: ok let's go alone and buy some!


Me: buy what?


Khalid: swimsuits…


Me: w our mothers?


Khalid: 5alhum naymeen


Me: akeed?


Khalid: yea they are happy about this, let's give them some time, they can manage, they are best friends after all *he smiled*


Me: Khaloodi yala goum


He got up and held my hand as we walked to the store. We looked like the perfect couple. I was

wearing a short white dress that was body fit with gold flats, my hair was in a bun, I had simple makeup, and I had hoop earrings. Khalid was wearing his Dolce trainers.


We got to the shop and went in.


Khalid: hello, may I please see your collection of swimwear.


We looked through the men's collection first and we picked out 3 bathing suits for Khalid. A yellow one that would look great with his tan (to be). And a black and blue one that we liked.


When it came time for the women's collection Khalid continuously grinned. We chose four bathing suits. A full bathing suit that was black and had an opening throughout the stomach. The other two were bikinis one was red and the other was gold. And the last one was his favorite, it was also yellow, and the handles were braided, the stomach was opened and it would look good with my tan (to be).


We went back home hand in hand, talking about embarrassing stories, and how it would be fashla when I sit bil kosha and he comes in. the whole wedding scenario!!


We got back to the hotel and our mothers were in the lobby eating breakfast. It was 11:30…


Mama: wainkum?!


Khalid: re7na nishtiry cham sha8la


5altie: w laish ma tgouloun?!


Khalid: baroo7 weya Lamooy! 8a9eb?!


Mama: brou7kum haa?


Me: ee mama *BLUSH*


5altie: Shenu sharaitaw??


I looked at Khalid and we burst out laughing, I couldn’t help it, we both blushed and laughed so much!!


Khalid: baina Yuma!!


Mama: 5aleehum 5aleehum, myanan *laughing*

BACK!

IM BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK;*
i love you all and i am so sorry for taking so long, but i needed a break from everything;*
im going to start posting tonight;* i love you all, And i miss you all;*
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